上次回家，我们俩的情绪不知道为什么都那么暴躁。一语不合，我准备提前返京。背着东西走在艳阳底下，心痛得向放在火上烧。走到楼下的运动设施那边，在给孩子们准备的秋千上坐下，想听点音乐缓解情绪。谁知打开书包才放下，小Q不知道被什么东西硌碎了屏幕的一角。

遂开机，正常。窃喜。再点，垮下脸来，点音乐跑到查询词典，点电子书进入到资源管理器，气闷。原来，屏幕上的线路被破坏，定位完全乱掉。

想到自己一次一次的伤心，又一次一次地被道歉，被哄好。我的那颗心是不是也似屏幕，看似没有大碍，其实内部已经错乱了：碰我原来最柔软的那处，不会再如水波般荡漾，反而似石头一样坚硬了呢？或者说，女人的复原能力虽强，但，一颗千疮百孔的心早已对一切麻木了呢，不再是原来那颗。或许，这就是老话中的“破镜难圆”。

So,boys,please tresure your girl's crystal heart!

今天推荐Beyonce的这首《If I were a boy 》

第一次知道Beyonc就是通过这首歌，我真的不听音乐很多年（后来这个坏习惯我在黄舒骏的一篇文章里找到了同感）。便被她沙哑的声音所吸引。如果我是个男孩，我就要和哥们们喝着啤酒，追在女孩子的屁股后头，我以为这是一个穿越故事，女孩穿越后变成了男孩子，去完成她的抱负与梦想。但是到了“I swear I’d be a better man. ”我便知道，这是一个关于被伤害的故事。

男人们总是为女人制定规则，自己却不遵守；男人们总是追逐女孩，却不允许他们缠着自己；男人们总把女孩对他们一切的好，看作理所应当；男人们总是打一个巴掌再给一个甜枣，认为只要他们浪子回头，女孩们就该欣然接受。But，It’s a little too late for you to come back ，Say its just a mistake，Think I’d forgive you like that，If you thought I would wait for you，You thought wrong。

Although they thouht wrong,女孩子们还是难免心软地又回到他们身边，因为古语有训，浪子回头金不换。因为，女孩们曾经尝受过失去所爱的痛苦。因为，爱。

原谅他们吧，毕竟，He just a boy!

    附歌词：

    If I were a boy

　　Even just for a day

　　I’d roll outta bed in the morning

　　And throw on what I wanted then go

　　Drink beer with the guys

　　And chase after girls

　　I’d kick it with who I wated

　　And I’d never get confronted for it.

　　Cause they’d stick up for me.

　　[Chorus]

　　If I were a boy

　　I think I could understand

　　How it feels to love a girl

　　I swear I’d be a better man.

　　I’d listen to her

　　Cause I know how it hurts

　　When you lose the one you wanted

　　Cause he’s taken you for granted

　　And everything you had got destroyed

　　If I were a boy

　　I would turn off my phone

　　Tell evveryone it’s broken

　　So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone

　　I’d put myself first

　　And make the rules as I go

　　Cause I know that she’d be faithful

　　Waitin’ for me to come home (to come home)

　　(Chorus)

　　It’s a little too late for you to come back

　　Say its just a mistake

　　Think I’d forgive you like that

　　If you thought I would wait for you

　　You thought wrong

　　(Chorus)

　　But you’re just a boy

　　You don’t understand

　　Yeah you don’t understand

　　How it feels to love a girl someday

　　You wish you were a better man

　　You don’t listen to her

　　You don’t care how it hurts

　　Until you lose the one you wanted

　　Cause you’ve taken her for granted

　　And everything you have got destroyed

　　But you’re just a boy