我非常珍惜我和蔡双的友谊，这种友谊成了我学习gre的动力。红宝书、黑宝书轮着背，但是我的刻苦始终比不上蔡双，因为做模拟题的成绩我总是落后的，维持在2200左右。

　写邮件是当时最方便最流行的联系方式，我和蔡双也开始了邮件往来，只不过我没有蔡双写得出很有感觉的回应，蔡双的文学功底很好，我每次看他的信要至少看3遍，然后准备回，但是拿起笔来就没有话了，于是总是回得很慢，但是我已经在灭亡的边缘，所以没有了蔡双的信，我简直无法继续学习，每次我的动力是在收到他的来信之后，疯狂学习一段，之后又希望他写来第2封信，即使我自己没有回，我也去信箱里面看信。

 

caishuang

I received your letter on 11^th April and a week has passed till now while I was engaged in my study so diligently. The reason for my hard work is that I’m determined to realize my dream of studying aboard.

 

I spite of the fear of the contingent changes of the policy, my greatest worry is about my health. First of all, I wonder why my face color is always so gray and pale! How can I improve it! Second, some of my waist muscles were hurt a bit in the sports and how get sour easily if I stand a little longer.

 

Another problem is my slight arthritis in the legs. Perhaps they are not severe problems if I live in china, But I have to try to get rid of them before I go aboard . Otherwise I may not be able to bear the heavy burden of the life there. How can I solve these problems efficiently?Please give me your advice!

 

The time left for us before your leave for poland is so limited that I can only give you my congratulations by letters instead of telling you directly. This is a very pleasant chance to see the outside world from every aspects. I wish you lucky enough to meet pleasant work and pleasant people in the romantic Poland. Wish you happy!Be sure to take more care of yourself while being away from your home and friends!Let’s march on down our own roads until the time that we wre able to decide sth. And still wished to decide sth.!

 

                                                                   Yours ever

 

                                                                   hanruirui

ruirui:                                                             

也可能是你最近太累了，或许是在电脑屏幕前坐得太久了，让你心情如此不好。你的确应该尽快做完这件事（最好先休息几天，哪怕是一天），做自己想做的事。
　　我不知道是什么让你对现在所做的事感到怀疑或迷茫。人大部分情况下是有的选择的，只是选择的方向不同，对你而言，你可能是选择了现在的痛苦，但这是为了将来能活得更好。
　　就你现在所做的事而言，虽然比较难受，但是可以“名利”双收，既可以勤工俭学，又可以出书。当然你现在的心情我可以理解，因为我也曾经给别人打过工，甚至受过骗。不过这一切过去就好了，你就会感到有些许幸福感，些许充实感。但是千万要记住的一点就是，不要累坏了身体，牺牲了健康，请一定好好保重。
　　请让自己快乐，让自己轻松。如果你仍然感到压抑，请想一下那些比你更不幸的人，包括我。
　　 蔡双