逃离

现在就离开，不然

可能永

不确信这是我的想法，还是

我感应到的对面走来的人

此刻的想法

远待下去

——

看不清面目，选中她

只因为和我一样瘦高

和风一样飘忽

我不属于这里

无需用离开证明

而是反复深层地回归

找出它包含所有远方的实质

行李箱已经装好多年

我还在这里

我已经通过自己小说中的人物

一次又一次逃离

2023.10.5

Escape

Leave now, or

I will stay on

---not sure whether this is my thought, or

What I sense from who is walking my way

This very moment

Not distinct her looks, she is chosen

Because of her tall and thin figure like myself

Erratic like wind

I don not belong here

No need to be proved by departure

But by repeated and profound return to find

What essence it features and all distant places share

The suitcase is packed for long

I am still here, I have

Escaped time and again

Through the characters in my novels.

Oct.5, 2023