One day, a young man asked me: What does it feel like to be old. I was stunned because I had never thought of it before - I was already old.

       Perhaps for the first time in my life, I feel like I have lived out my ideal self. Many times, I also feel hopeless about my body: wrinkles all over my face, sagging bags under my eyes, and sagging buttocks. I often feel shocked when I see my aging self in the mirror, but I won't suffer from these things.

       I will never trade sincere friendship, exciting life, or warm family affection for less white hair and a flat belly. As I get older, I know better how to treat myself well and be less harsh on myself. I have become my own friend. I won't scold myself for eating an extra cookie, not making the bed, or spending money to buy expansion screws that I don't even need. I have seen too many friends leave this world too early, yet have not had the time to enjoy the precious freedom that comes with aging.

        If I am willing, I can read and play computer games until 4am, and then sleep until noon; If I am willing, I can dance alone while listening to the beautiful melodies of the 1950s and 1960s; If I am willing, I can shed sad tears for my lost love, and cry whenever I want; If I were willing, I could leisurely stroll on the beach wearing a tight swimsuit with my overweight body, and then indulge in jumping into the waves, regardless of the pitiful gaze that those wearing bikinis cast at me. They will also grow old.

        I know, my memory is not good. But then again, some things in life that should be forgotten should be forgotten. When we reach the end of life, I bring only the best memories of my life.

       I have such luck, my black hair has turned into silver, and the laughter of youth has carved wrinkles on my face. How many people have not yet laughed happily; How many people have left in sorrow before they can endure until Haoshou. When I say 'no', it means' no ', and when I say' yes', it means' yes'. As you gradually age, you will become more optimistic and less concerned about how others perceive you. I no longer doubt myself, I even have the right to make mistakes in my practice.

       I like who I am now. I will not live forever, but as long as I live, I will not waste my life to regret the past, nor worry about the future. After every meal, I will eat sweet Dim sum - this is the feeling of old age. I like old age, which gives me freedom.