I would not venture to
say what Life is; I would only say what Life is
like.
Life begins like a nascent river flowing
eastward, having emerged from ice and snow somewhere up high.
Converging with many a rivulet to form a powerful torrent, he
embarks on his downward dash, zigzagging by cliffs, flattening
dunes and mounds, churning up sands and pebbles. He rushes along
with joy, with confidence, with license. When blocked by rocks, he
charges with rage, roaring, twirling and swirling, wave after wave,
until finally clearing the imposing obstacles and continuing his
journey on a light-hearted note. Sometimes he rolls quietly on
leveled terrain through green grass in the setting sun, caressing
fine sand, giving now and then a shy gaze at the bright peach
blossoms on the banks, and singing softly while stepping gently
into the romantic rhythm of this joyful leg of his
voyage.
Sometimes he is caught in storms, with
horrifying burst of thunder and lightning. Ripped by ferocious
gales and beaten by punishing downpours, he becomes, for a time,
ruffled and muddy, only to find himself refreshed and energize when
embraced by the sunshine again. At calmer moments he is charmed by
the clouds waltzing along the horizon at dusk, and smiling at him,
and then by the arrival of the new moon, which sketches his
silhouette, and bestows a touch of warmth in the midst of a chilly
night. A yearning for a respite or slumber gnaws at him, but
eventually gives way to the impetus to move on.
Finally one day the ocean leaps into his view
from afar. Alas! He is at the end of his journey. So vast, so
imposing, so bright, and yet so dark, the ocean is breath-taking
and humbling! When she greets him solemnly, he lets himself drop
into her massive arms, dissolved and naturalized, experiencing
neither joy nor sorrow. Perhaps, one day he would again rise from
the sea in the form of fine vapors and travels westward, to form
again a river that would dash by cliffs, and look for peach
blossoms on the banks. But I dare not say that’s the rebirth of his
previous life, for I couldn’t bring myself to believe in an
afterlife.
The universe represents an all-encompassing
life, in which we are but tiny breathing souls. While rivers and
streams merge into the ocean, and fallen leaves return to where the
roots are, we are no more than specks that join all that exits in
the universe. However insignificant, and however seemingly
negligible, the tiniest particles, by virtue of their never-ending
motion, join forces to power the evolution of the universe. But we
have to remember: all rivers or streams would not end up blending
into the ocean, since those that do not flow would become stagnant;
all seeds would not transform themselves into trees, since those
that fail to grow would be reduced to empty hulls. Life is neither
a joy forever, nor an ever-lasting woe, for the two shape each
other and are mutually balancing, much in the same manner as a
river is bound to wash against different banks, and a tree is
destined to experience seasonal change.
In happiness we owe our thanks to life, and in
agony we are no less indebted to life.Bliss is,needless to
say,heartening,but who can claim that beauty is absent from pain
and suffering?As an adage goey,"may
there be enough clouds in your life to
make a beautiful sunset".《蔡力坚译》