《三农诗刊》第140号作品

                 致情人365首（91-95） 

                              鹏 鸣

                                             九一

                                鲁院一别竟是一年半
                                我到处寻你把京城几乎跑遍
                                你却在八里庄北里的四合院
                                我想见你就这么艰难

 

                                在创作研究生班我们相亲相恋
                                如今你却躲开我藏在孤独间
                                曾记得从没有伤害过你一丝情感
                                我想见你就这么艰难

 

                                每次上课都提前交谈
                                每次吃饭都围个半圆
                                每次上街都含情默默地肩并肩
                                我想见你就这么艰难

 

                                毕业时你躺在我的怀里哭肿了眼
                                像夫妻一样抱在一起洗上照片
                                临别时你给我换上新衣把领带拉展

                                我今天想见你却这么难拉

 

                                我今天想见你却这么难
                                临别时你给我换上新衣把领带拉展

                                像夫妻一样抱在一起洗上照片
                                毕业时你躺在我怀里哭肿了眼

 

                                我想见你就这么艰难
                                每次上街都含情默默地肩并肩
                                每次吃饭都围个半圆
                                每次上课都提前交谈

 

                                我想见你就这么艰难
                                曾记得从没有伤害过你一丝情感
                                如今你却躲开我藏在孤独间
                                在创作研究生班我们相亲相恋

 

                                想见你就这么艰难
                                你却在八里庄北里的四合院
                                我到处寻你把京城几乎跑遍
                                鲁院一别竟是一年半……

 

                                             九二

                                你十二日以前仍在鲁院
                                临出差之前你亲口告诉的时间
                                当我十日晚从外地直接回鲁院
                                长长的纸条把你房间的门封严
                                我住在芙蓉宾馆里痛苦不堪

 

                                北京仅有的几位同学都说未见你的面
                                几个月来我惶恐不安
                                抱着侥幸的心理等待偶然
                                日复一日月复一月的似过百年
                                我常常失望的把伤泪洒在枕边

 

                                昨天才知道你在一家报社公干
                                我的一位朋友在那里当副主编
                                几次电话里都说你外出未还
                                今天终于把你找见
                                我激动的热泪喷翻

 

                                我激动的热泪喷翻
                                今天终于把你找见
                                几次电话里都说你外出未还
                                我的一位朋友在那里当副主编
                                昨天才知道你在一家报社公干

 

                                我常常失望地把伤泪洒在枕边
                                日复一日月复一月地似过百年
                                抱着侥幸的心理等待偶然
                                几个月来我慌恐不安
                                北京仅有的几位同学都说未见你的面

 

                                我住在芙蓉宾馆里痛苦不堪
                                长长的纸条把你房间的门封严
                                当我十日晚从外地直接回鲁院
                                临出差之前你亲口告诉的时间
                                你十二日以前仍在鲁院……

 

                                             九三

                                为了爱你  我必须离开一段时间
                                让真实的感情在冷静里无误的考验
                                然后再重新相逢在鄂尔多斯草原
                                因为我怕酿成终生遗恨的忧怨

 

                                为了爱你  我必须忍痛割爱的流浪天边
                                让专一的责任在忠诚里把思念再现
                                然后悄悄地把你搂抱温暖的胸间
                                因为我怕暂短的车祸造成痛苦的情感

 

                                为了爱你  我必须走出这座宫殿
                                让人间的炼狱把天堂重新审判
                                然后再平反错假冤案
                                因为我怕激动的巨手把你推下深渊

 

                                为了爱你  我必须承受深重的苦难
                                让小船在江河里来回旋巅
                                然后再稳稳地急驶彼岸
                                因为我怕多变的语言像浪涛把你埋淹

 

                                因为我怕多变的语言像浪涛把你埋淹
                                然后再稳稳地急驶彼岸
                                让小船在江河里来回旋巅
                                为了爱你  我必须承受深重的苦难

 

                                因为我怕激动的巨手把你推下深渊
                                然后在平反错假冤案
                                让人间的炼狱把天堂重新审判
                                为了爱你  我必须走出这座宫殿

 

                                因为我怕暂短的车祸造成痛苦的情感
                                然后悄悄地把你搂抱温暖的胸间
                                让专一的责任在忠诚里把思念再现
                                为了爱你  我必须忍痛割爱的流浪天边

 

                                因为我怕酿成终生遗恨的忧怨
                                然后再重新相逢在鄂尔多斯草原
                                让真实的感情在冷静里无误的考验
                                为了爱你  我必须离开一段时间

 

                                             九四

                                为了永远的爱你
                                我必须撑起桅杆上的白帆
                                鼓足勇气的驶向彼岸
                                否则一切都成了无力的语言

 

                                为了永远的爱你
                                我必须昼夜不停地苦干
                                让美好的年华把世界装扮
                                否则一切都成了一去不返的虚幻

 

                                为了永远的爱你
                                我必须守护纯净的蓝天
                                让自然的芬芳洒满宇寰
                                否则一切都成了老调重谈

 

                                为了永远的爱你
                                我必须走进茂密的山涧
                                采回那朵洁白的雪莲
                                否则一切都成了有色的欺骗

 

                                否则一切都成了有色的欺骗
                                采回那朵洁白的雪莲
                                我必须走进茂密的山涧
                                为了永远的爱你

 

                                否则一切都成了老调重谈
                                让自然的芬芳洒满宇寰
                                我必须守护纯净的蓝天
                                为了永远的爱你

 

                                否则一切都成了一去不返的虚幻
                                让美好的年华把世界装扮
                                我必须昼夜不停地苦干
                                为了永远的爱你

 

                                否则一切都成了无力的语言
                                鼓足勇气的驶向彼岸
                                我必须撑起桅杆上的白帆
                                为了永远的爱你……

 

                                             九五

                                我是在野山里度过了撒欢的童年
                                我的爱情奔放热烈地就像草原
                                直抒胸意的粗犷自然
                                犹如呼啸的声音深长悠远

 

                                我是在黄河边度过了调皮的童年
                                我的爱情晦涩难咽的就像黄莲
                                隐隐朴素的惆怅茫然
                                犹如炽烈狂燃的熊熊火焰

 

                                我是在繁华的闹市里度过今天
                                我的爱情柔软缠绵地就像天仙
                                舞姿翩翩的白皙丰满
                                犹如光辉灿烂的花朵那般

 

                                我是在郊野的四合院度过今天
                                我的爱情朦胧费解地就像瓷罐
                                颓废的情绪里有感伤的悲欢
                                犹如荒诞的实验体把死亡颂赞

 

                                犹如荒诞的实验体把死亡颂赞
                                颓废的情绪里有感伤的悲欢
                                我的爱情朦胧费解地就像瓷罐
                                我是在效野的四合院度过今天

 

                                犹如光辉灿烂的花朵那般
                                舞姿翩翩的白皙丰满
                                我的爱情柔软缠绵的就像天仙
                                我是在繁华的闹市里度过今天

 

                                犹如炽烈狂燃的熊熊火焰
                                隐隐朴素的惆怅茫然
                                我的爱情晦涩难咽的就像黄莲
                                我是在黄河边度过了调皮的童年

 

                                犹如呼啸的声音深长悠远
                                直抒胸臆的粗犷自然
                                我的爱情奔放热烈地就像草原
                                我是在野山里度过了撒欢的童年

 

                       该诗选自鹏鸣大型爱情长诗《致情人365首》一书。

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《三农诗刊》第142号作品

养 月

文／汶天

檐下那口蓄水缸

秘密尽藏

我在其中养了个月亮

 

邻家几只红眼睛兔子  小明养

铁蛋儿笼子里的蚂蚱正疯狂

二狗用黑线牵引着蝉  放飞着梦想

他们却都不知晓  我养的月亮

 

葫芦瓢搅动  水面荡漾

月亮便紧追着  不肯放

飞舞的银色霓裳

僵硬了我的脖子 头难仰

顺着瓢流下的水  瞬间分身藏

 

夏夜  浇地为趁凉

我怜月容  水流淌

夜深人静  心不慌

 

深秋  霏霏淫雨遮光芒

寒冬  大雪纷飞掩思量

春暖  不为花开才定妆

只喝不吃  时瘦时胖

 

每到过年  我都要学着大姐的模样

在五彩纸上  用煤油灯熏出圆缺不一的月亮

贴上窗花  好让月更加得漂亮

 

迫于生计   常年寄居城中央

雾霾蒙住了双眼眶

魂牵梦萦不敢忘

还有那曾经的伙伴  别心伤

无奈  致歉  泪两行

月啊  何时再照亮我孤独的心房