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(原创)If Only…

(2010-03-06 20:55:06)
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When I had finished watching this movie, I could not help remembering a lot of things in the past two years since I met him. And what I wanted to do immediately is to tell him that I love him, or maybe I have no chance to do so. And I wanted to tell anyone else,” cherish what you have now and every minute you are together with your girl or your boy.” My heart was beating unrhymely. Suddenly, I realized how I miss him. And the story kept staging in my head circulatorily.

When the sunshine came through the cloud and the golden grey covered the whole city, the story began. Seeing from a window of a car, passersby were busy going to work. It seemed that everything was just like the day before. It was in a normal apartment and an average family, in which a husband a wife without out any child. The valance was waving with the breeze, and the folder was lying on the desk randomly, and the clothes were in the wardrobe tidily. That was a scene what I had dreamed for many times, especially for that beautiful kitchen.

The man had not wake up and his girlfriend was a little worried about her leaving for a few weeks. However, the man was too busy to give any time to her. He was concentrated in preparing his speech about altering destiny.

It was not until the girl died that the real story began. The man could see his girlfriend across the window of the operation room, but he could not give any help. Slowly, the girl closed her eyes and left this world peacefully. The man was falling into desperate. Although I can not feel his heartbreak totally, I know it must be much more suffering than anything else. Because it was him who did not go with her, and if only he went with her, the girl would surely miss the accident.

Just one minute before, the man said, ”I adore you. ” and the girl answered him in tears, “I don’t wanna be adored , I wanna be loved.” Maybe the man is just not good at expressing himself, he really hurt the girl he loved so deeply.

I still remember her complaining.

You never talk about yourself …I just feel like I am a very high second priory for you.

I can understand this completely. For that, I said it more than once with the same felling, and after the same experience. I had cried, “I am always not so important as your e-games, your sleeping, your homework, your everything.” Boys can never know the feeling when their girls say it. They never know what girls mean when they say it in tears. They never read between their girls’ eyes and lashes.

When the taxi driver asked, “will you come in or not?” The man hesitated. “In or not, my friend? It’s your choice.” The driver asked him again. At this moment he recognized the driver who talked with him that afternoon. He said, “I love her very much, but I cannot make her happy.” The old driver told him that, “appreciate her and what you have. Just love her.”

The girl could do anything for their love within a heart beat, but not the man. That is unfair. In my opinion, the god let the girl die to punish the man. He deserved it.

When the car crashed, the whole world became colorless. The man cried crazily. “Baby, don’t scare me…” then we see his face outside the window of the operation room.

After the girl’s death, even can not we imagine the man’s remorse. He found out a diary of hers with a song in it. And this song is written for the man. He fell into sleep with a bleeding heart.

When he waked up the next day, he found that the story repeated. Fortunately, he got another chance to show his love. For me, that was a dream, in which the man could express himself with a vow, that is, if there is another chance, I would rather die instead of you.

The moment when the man was hugging his girl to protecting her from the accident, my eyes were moisture. That was the greatest protection for love and for life.

Story is story.

If we have this kind of experience, we will remorse for a lifelong time. We have no chance to change the finale. So, appreciate what you have and who you love, just as the old driver said.

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