【2009 博文回顾】

Another World

there is a world that exists
between our pupils and our eyelids
maybe its the subconscious images
coming from our brain
or maybe its our eyes having their daydream
when they finally get to relax for a bit
or maybe its really messages
coming from another world
who knows?

a bright circle made of colors of both sadness and joy
purple, blue, orange, red
with shades of black and white flashing in between
it shifts and fades like the tides of the ocean
never letting you capture its true beauty

i guess its because once you capture it
you can no longer call it true beauty

the circle slowly transforms
from a perfect full moon
to an apple chopped in half
to a pair of broken butterfly wings
to a pair of falling leaves of autumn belonging
to some rare flower that has never shown itself to the world
to a pair of resurrecting wings of an angel
battling the apocalypse
to finally, two asymmetrical organisms covered with fungi
perhaps infected with some sort of uncurable virus
to nothingness

maybe this is what the origin of life really is
the untraceable logic of its evolving and devolving

close your eyes and explore this other world
maybe you can find some sort of truth in your own sense
and if you can take it
dont be afraid
there's always plenty of tears
to be your lubricant and buffer


另一个世界
存在着
它存在在我们的眼球跟眼皮之间
有可能是我们脑海里浅意识的画面
也有可能是我们的眼睛在好不容易可以休息的时候
做的小小白日梦
也有可能
他真的是从另一个世界传来的讯息
谁知道?

亮的刺眼的圆圈 包含着难过跟快乐的颜色
紫色蓝色橘色红色
黑色与白色的影子从他们之间闪烁
圆圈像海浪一样
不停的转变不停的来来去去
不让你看到他真正的美

可能是因为如果真的被你看到了
你也没办法说他是真正的美了吧

圆圈慢慢的在变化
从一个完美的满月
变成一个苹果的断层面
变成一对破烂的蝴蝶的翅膀
变成两片飘落的秋叶
很可能是属于一朵罕见的花
从来没让这世界看过他的花
变成一对获得重生的天使翅膀
抵抗着末日
到最后
变成两个不对称的霉菌物体
很可能被某种治不好的病毒感染着
变成无

说不定这其实就是生命的源头
无法追寻逻辑的进化跟退化

把眼睛闭上来探索这个世界吧
说不定你可以找到对你来说是真相的东西
如果你承受的了
不用怕
绝对会有足够的眼泪
可以当你的润滑剂跟缓冲器

2009/03/14(Taipei)

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