'it s nothing special, I just wanna talk.''not on the phone'
    u hear the song? the wet wind blow from the sea, the blue, the hotel,the sun,the bus at night,people around, the strange and busy city, it s large, larger than anyone eles in the world,the rain,the green everywhere, the buildings,the music,the airport.
     he s there now.
     u idiot, u made a mess of everything,enjoy it
     wanna die? u r afraid, try it and find out,when nothing can be cared about
     take a walk,open your eyes wide,try everything new, dont be afraid,u r rich
    u saw the piano man in the lobby,u can still see him now
    u can see  le grand blue  out of the big window in the morning, the large bed, the chocolate on the bed when u come back everynight
     he s there now
     it is called watermelon radish,maybe,I hope that s the name of it,or I can name it if I could.
     hurt yourself, dont stop,try to be imresponsible, and see what happens
     u r going to lose everyting u expected, let u do it
     u dont want it at all, u dont deserve it
     so be brave enough to lose it, see what happens,its the way u love
     'I dont wanna talk,u?'
     u hate them dont u, they hurt u ,they did, they r idiot, they saw u through,let them do it,see what they can find, laugh at them as hard as u can, u dont have to be a people person
     do what u want, when its enough, stop and think, u ll find more.
     sleep, get a good rest,miss them as much as u like, give it up when nothing is in your hand
     good night, good luck