清晨 5：00...

你可以看到月亮就在头顶..

我又不自觉的爬起来的用功学习。

才发现, 不知不觉的几个月又过去了..

又到了中旬..

有时候路过曾经走过的路,总会有些感叹..

我会想念吗?我曾走过的路,我经历过的事..

有点忘记我曾经做过了些什么...

但比起上一年,我似乎能感觉我有了很大的变化..
更自立,更稳重了...

今天是知识丰收的一年, 我突然领悟了许多..

虽然总是落后的状态,但我没有害怕..

即使会有点孤单, 包袱有点沉重..

我觉得第一是想感谢我的老师..MR. PANG

可能因为不在爸妈的身边,

我和老师成为了无话不谈的朋友..

可能大家都说我最近补课补疯了..

但他给我许多许多宝贵的建议..真的非常非常的感激..

谢谢老师教了我许多宝贵的知识和非常的理解我!

他是个很开明的人,他总会打包些饭菜, 来奖赏我..

吃饭时,我们习惯性的谈起话来..

不管在我选科时, 功课上的帮助,还有教育,心理状态

他都有一番独特的见解.

哈哈..我们还会谈些关于恋爱的方面的话题..

他的观点是不反对也不支持..

他说现在要知道重点是什么..

谈恋爱是必要的,

他说的重点的是好的男生总是会晚点出现..

想想现在的男孩们都是=小P孩!!

haha..

我好想家, 离开了家, 我会想念..

这个年纪是否是我最应该跟父母在一起的呢?

我每次跟爸妈一起,变的有点弱智.不对,也许是放松吧..

可是我一个人的方松方式总是喜欢静静的..

不喜欢别人的打扰.

但我最想陪在家人的身边..

我突然能领悟到一点社会是残酷的..

所以你需要足够的知识..

压力, 逐渐增加..

要怎么样安排时间?

有时候脑子会混乱, 会头痛,会烦恼..

但, 如果现在就害怕了就等于你拒绝了你光明的未来的每一个机会..

所以我不能松懈对自己的要求. 反而要提升综合能力..

我要追赶..我在追赶!

即使我anxious about each day,

i'm thinking individuals wanting to carve out a niche for myself.

创造自己的天空！不需要每天都是一片的蓝。

但也要在乌云密布的时候试着闯出一个蓝天。

下面是一篇文章..

Just in time..

JUST IN TIME

Novelist Vicki Baum once said, "You don't get ulcers from what you eat. You get them from what's eating you." And what's eating us much of the time is worry. It eats us from the inside out.

I wish I could always be like former baseball player Mickey Rivers. He philosophized, "Ain't no sense worrying about things you got
control over, because if you got control over them, ain't no sense worrying. And there ain't no sense worrying about things you got no control over either, because if you got no control them, ain't no
sense worrying."

Maybe that makes sense, I'm just not sure. But even if it does, I'll likely wind up worried anyway. Which is why I like this story
related by inspirational Dutch author and holocaust survivor Corrie ten Boom.

Corrie learned a powerful lesson as a little girl. Having encountered the lifeless body of a baby, she realized that people
she loved would someday die, too. She thought about the fact that her father and mother and sister Betsie could quite possibly pass on before she does. The thought frightened and worried her.

One night her father came in to tuck her into bed. Corrie burst into tears and sobbed, "I need you. You can't die. You can't!"

Her father sat on the edge of the narrow bed and spoke tenderly to his daughter. "Corrie," he said gently, "when you and I go to
Amsterdam, when do I give you your ticket?"

She sniffed a few times and considered the question. "Why, just before I get on the train," she answered.

"Exactly," he continued. Then he gave her assurance that was to last a lifetime. "When the time comes that some of us have to die, you will look into your heart and find the strength you need - just in
time."

Some years later Corrie and her family, arrested for sheltering Jews and members of the Dutch resistance, were sent to Nazi concentration camps. She, indeed, experienced the deaths of her parents and sister, as well as numerous friends. She endured hardships that she could never have imagined as a young child. But the words of her father stayed with her and proved to be true. "You will look into your heart and find the strength you need - just in time." She always did. Regardless of the suffering or hardship she encountered, when she looked inside her heart she found the strength she needed - just in time.