Desert Rose
Why do you live alone  
If you are sad  
I’ll make you leave this life  
Are you white, blue or bloody red  
All I can see is drowning in cold gray sand  

The winds of time 
You knock me to the ground 
I’m dying of thirst 
I wanna run away 
I don’t know how to set me free to live
My mind cries out feeling pain

I’ve been roaming to find myself  
How long have I been feeling endless hurt  
Falling down, rain flows into my heart  
In the pain I’m waiting for you  
Can’t go back 
No place to go back to 
Life is lost. Flowers fall 
If it’s all dream 
Now wake me up 
If it’s all real  
Just kill me  

I’m making the wall inside my heart  
I don’t wanna let my emotions get out  
It scares me to look at the world  
Don’t want to find myself lost in your eyes 
I tried to drown my past in gray  
I never wanna feel more pain  
Run away from you without saying any words 
What I don’t wanna lose is love  

Through my eyes  
Time goes by like tears  
My emotion’s losing the color of life 
Kill my heart
Release all my pain  
I’m shouting out loud  
Insanity takes hold over me  

Turning away from the wall 
Nothing I can see  
The scream deep inside 
reflecting another person in my heart 
He calls me from within 
"All existence you see before you 
must be wipe out: 「
Dream, Reality, Memories  
and Yourself." 」 

I begin to lose control of myself  
My lust is so blind, destroys my mind  
Nobody can stop my turning to madness  
No matter how you try to hold me in your heart  
Why do you wanna raise these walls  
I don’t know the meaning of hatred  
My brain gets blown away hearing words of lies  
I only want to hold your love  

Stab the doll filled with hate  
Wash yourself with their blood  
Drive into the raging current of time  
Swing your murderous weapon into the belly  
"the earth"  
Shout and start creating confusion  
Shed your blood for preasure  
And what? For love?  
What am I suppose to do?   
 
 
I believe in the madness called " Now "  
Past and future prison my heart 
Time is blind  
But I wanna trace my heart  
On the wall of time, over pain in my heart  
Art of life Art of life 
Insane blade stabbing dreams  
Try to break all truth now

 But I can’t heal this broken heart in pain 
Cannot start to live. Cannot end my life  
Keep on crying

Close my eyes 
Time breath I can hear 
All love and sadness melt in my heart  

Dry my tears  
Wipe my broody face  
I wanna feel me living my life outside my wall  

You can’t draw a picture of yesterday , so  
You’re painting your heart with your blood  
You can’t say "No" 
Only turning the wheel of time  
with a rope around your neck 
You build a wall of morality and take a breath  
from between the bricks  
You make up imaginary enemies and are chased by them  
You’re trying to commit suicide  
You’re satisfied with your prologue  
Now you’re painting your first chapter black  
You are putting the scraps of life together  
and trying to make an asylum for yourself  
You’re hitting a bell at the edag of the stage  
and 
You are trying to kill me

I believe in the madness called " Now "  
Time goes flowing, breaking my heart  
Wanna live 
Can’t let my heart kill myself  
Still I haven’t found what I’m looking for  
Art of life Art of life 
I try to stop myself  
But my heart goes to destroy the truth  
Tell me why  
I want the meaning of my life  
Do I try to live? Do I try to love  
in my dream  

I am breaking the wall inside my heart  
I just wanna let my emotions get out  
Nobody can stop  
I’m running to freedom  
No matter how you try to hold me in your world  
Like a doll carried by the flow of time  
I sacrificed the present moment for the future  
I was in chains of memory half-blinded  
Losing my heart, walking in the sea of dream  

Close my eyes 
Rose breathes I can hear  
All love and sadness melt in my heart  
Dry my tears  
Wipe my bloody face  
I wanna feel me living my life  
outside my wall 

Dreams can make me mad  
I can’t leave my dream  
I can’t stop myself  
Don’t know what I am  
What lies are truth  
What truth are lies  

I believe in the madness called " Now "  
Time goes flowing, breaking my heart 
Wanna live  
Can’t let my heart kill myself  
Still I haven’t found what I’m looking for  
Art of life Art of life 
I try to stop myself  
But my heart goes to destroy the truth 
Tell me why  
I want the meaning of my life  
Do I try to live? Do I try to love  

Art of life Art of life 
An Eternal Bleeding heart  
You never wanna breathe your last  
Wanna live  
Can’t let my heart kill myself  
Still I am feeling for  
A Rose is breathing love  
in my life