At last, after one more year I finally enjoyed communication in English. I am so ashamed of so slow of progress. But comparing with 2-3 years normally acknowledged, I am not so stupid in learning English.

In my experience, communication is based on self-confidence. But it's not easy to improve self-confidence until your listening and vocabulary achieved certain level. The language skill does is the basic competence for living.

The phase before improved is a suffer period. You are always stricken by failure and non effect. Maybe just like standing long jump, before a big stride you have to be folded and backward.

Having been dummy for so long time, intelligence and knowledge are covered up. The time to show our charming of culture and make foreigner be convinced is almost coming. Right here waiting, waiting for the brilliant moment.