I nearly breakdown.And my emotion  like a roller coaster now.

I can't balance myself.

I know my work,

my life is developing as a good direction,

in ur eyes.

 U left me alone,in chengtu,a strange city,

u said ,now i'm free ...

I can't understood why u so rest assureded.

Subway--for me ,is right a new field ...

I can't foresee the future,

for my new work .

And i forgot the original intention.

I lost myself... ...

Qianxiaoyang said:both of us are tortoise,carring on a heavily shell.

IT'S really exhausted...

I want to go back to home.

I want to be a drawer.

I want to walking at Rensaelu at midnight.

I want shopping at chengda.

And try white russian...

I want to go back to SH.but i know thay way is not good for my major.

To be a architect,I know my defects.

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