all things have to come to an end...

just let it be...

release your way out, please.

don't ever trapped in this strange and miserable circle.

you still have your life. no matter when and where you are, never forget who you are.

five years long time is neither too long nor too short, but it's enough to get you realize what's the real thing and the true value during your lifelong process.

the highest state of love should not be endless torturing, suffering, ambiguous twisting , just the contrary, it should be the inspiring power to guide people to true knowledge and genuine freedom(of course the supposedly freedom is comparatively speaking, for that we know there is no definite definition of anything in the world).

so I would rather release myself out than get tied by myself...

it's time to rip off the vein of your ego-fantasy, don't ever lock yourself in this tiny and dark ego world... The beautiful world still have many more magic person and brilliant things which are waiting for you to unlock and penetrate.

Say goodbye to the past, say hello to the present, and say "i am ready" to the unknown future...