I wrote an Email to my father to tell them my decision. He read it and  told me 来信看后.我们既难过也高兴.难过的是你在那边还不能适应.想放弃!!!高兴的是你长大了.想得多了.是的,你的想法:22岁了还用家里的钱.在我们身上没有过!!

They still hope i can stay in the us. But actually, attending class, understanding knowledage and doing my homework---they are hard for me now. And, here, there are three texts during one semester for a course at least. My god, i really worry about my graduation.

 

I read friends' message. Yiyi supports me very much, i think he is a real man not a child any longer. But, Xuanxuan, his objection is strong. Actually, I read my father's latter and message with tears.

 

These days, I could not sleep well. I will weak up at 1am and could not sleep again. My brain is fulled of Homework, English, Project. Then get up early to study and then take a bus to univ. I want to do my best to solve all the problems, but i find there are many problems that i can not solve at all.

 

English, unless Indian English, I think there will be no problem for me to understand others. But, when take a class, you know many zhuan ye shu yu, god, i can not understand, even i can't know them when i see them in the book. I should look for the chinese meaning!

 

I don't know how long I can stand, but i will try my best.

 

Miss my family and my friends.

 

Thank you my parents. Thank you my friends.