Still think about the sentence: depend on parents' money to live.

 

I do not hope i will be the one of them, but i am just the very one for a long time. I don't want to live like this way.

 

I decide if the condition won't trun better i mean i still need my parents' money to live and study,  i will come back to china and find a job to eran money by myself.

 

I  don not know which job i can do. But i will try my best. My friends, do you think I can find a job in china according to my ability?  I have no more requriment, just can live by myself. That's enough! really.

 

Well, at first maybe i need my friends' help to find a room to live in for a short time then find a job and earn money.

 

I remember, yiyi has told me if i can not live in the us i can ask him for help.  Right?  Do you still remember?  I will ask you.

 

Ok, hope everything goes right.

 

Miss my parents and friends.