The car drifting prince James invited me to do drifting together with him. I have been told that drivers should be concentrated, such as Darryl O'Young, who has been only concentrated on GT races, so he has been kept making big improvements on his driving career and race series.

Yes, at the beginning, I am concerned if I can handle all three different driving together. Front wheel race car drive, rear wheel race car drive and then drifting. To drift, or not to drift, this is a question. But later on, I am totally under the control of my personal emotion. I declined James. I said I do not want to learn drifting. The real reason is that I do not want to spend the money on another car any more. Then I will probably stop racing this year, find a decent job, and start over again to be a normal woman. Then I can say, go to the hell money, I want to be happy!

Which one will you pick up if you can only choose to be in one situation, rich but sad, or poor but happy? I always prefer the later.

Probably the only thing that I can not stand is bad temper. I can stand difficulties, I went through it. I can stand hard working, I can stand bad situation, I can stand pressure, I can stand poorness (although I have never been poor), etc. But I can not stand any friend yelling at me. I am not obedient to my parents at all. The example is that I do not tell them anything private about myself now, only because they had been yelled at me when I was a little girl. Yelling at me has no other effect on me but only make me hate you. If you are nice and patient to explain what I should not or what I should not to do, then the situation is different.

I still can not fall into sleep. I feel so sad who should know me the best do not understand me. I feel so sad I can not choose to drift. But I prefer not to do drifting (or even racing) than to have somebody yelling at me!