He never had a
home.
Just 'cause someone spits you out of their crotch doesn't make them
your mother. And just 'cause somewhere you live doesn’t make it a
home.
Sometimes he would think about Kristine. She was the only person
related to family or home or those stuffs. But he hadn’t seen her
for 15 years.
Sometimes he wondered that if she had accepted that
proposal, what would they have been now. Maybe he would live in the
White House as Mr. Reynolds and free captured turkeys on
Thanksgiving in front of all American cameras. That’s a ironic
shame, free a bird and incarcerate an innocent person, isn’t
it?
Sometimes he was complacent about telling a story to get attention,
and even proud of showing resourcefulness in an emergency. But he
had to use the gay identity to get into Sara Tancredi’s home. He
wasn’t that smug of it.
Then all seemed to progress quickly. He drowned Sara in a motel
tub, reunited with Kristine, tried to assassinate her who
not before long achieved the goal that both of them were striving
along the years.
War is never personal, but home is. At last, he was willing to die,
not only because after war he had no own home to rest at, but also
he had taken away so many homes from those people for a belief
which he didn’t believe in anymore.
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DH：沦为鸡肋，忘得差不多了，懒得评。
GA：这季真好看哇真好看，几乎是看一集哭一集。季终的两集非常精彩，看到紧要关头，与剧中人同时喊出同样的话来。
HIMYM：不好看，故弄玄虚太明显，barney耍宝戏不多。
PB：总算结束了。
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1、天龙八部里的扫地僧说，学少林72项绝技，得同时研读佛经才行，否则武学带来的戾气得不到化解，反而伤身。
2、若得不到精神上的滋养和慰藉，物欲膨胀是一件既危险又可怜的事。
3、不要太相信自己和人性。
4、也不要太不相信自己和人性。
2、若得不到精神上的滋养和慰藉，物欲膨胀是一件既危险又可怜的事。
3、不要太相信自己和人性。
4、也不要太不相信自己和人性。
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编剧罢工的一季，越发暴露出美剧的弱点：整体性差、虎头蛇尾。
Desperate Housewives：
Susan的桃花运真是好到爆，不管有钱没钱，对她死心塌地的统统都是大帅锅，幸好没有俺喜欢的，否则真要嫉妒死。很惋惜Mike，他人真的很好，恐怕就是因为人太好，所以在紫藤巷混不下去，这里的有闲阶段需要八卦才活得下去，不适合蓝领的好好先生。
Bree和Katherine，如同一个硬币的两面，一样的红发，一样的能干，看到对方就好像看到镜中的自己。看这两人掐架是这一季俺最感兴趣的部分。其他没有什么好谈的了，追了三季，对DH真有点厌了，这一季的谜底和五年后的悬念也看得是波澜不惊。下一季还是会追，反正每周就一集，八成就跟这季一样，看过就忘。
Grey's Anatomy:
慢慢的，量变转成质变，GA在我心中已全面超越DH。这一季的finale很精彩，两个脑癌情人告别的时候，有点想哭。最后突然之间，不烦mere/dere这对了。撇去过于混乱的情感纠结，GA里的角色都是普通人，跟你我一样，有历史伤疤，有逃避现实。对不可挽回的，看开一些；对可以且值得挽回的，努力争取。
How I Met Your Mother：
Mother就是Stella？那她8岁的女儿哪去了？估计真命天子还没有出现，嘻，反正我不急。只要有Barney在，俺就死追这部剧。
Prison Break：
平时说的够多了，现在什么都不想说了。不管发生什么，我会爱Michael/Sara一直到老。
Desperate Housewives：
Susan的桃花运真是好到爆，不管有钱没钱，对她死心塌地的统统都是大帅锅，幸好没有俺喜欢的，否则真要嫉妒死。很惋惜Mike，他人真的很好，恐怕就是因为人太好，所以在紫藤巷混不下去，这里的有闲阶段需要八卦才活得下去，不适合蓝领的好好先生。
Bree和Katherine，如同一个硬币的两面，一样的红发，一样的能干，看到对方就好像看到镜中的自己。看这两人掐架是这一季俺最感兴趣的部分。其他没有什么好谈的了，追了三季，对DH真有点厌了，这一季的谜底和五年后的悬念也看得是波澜不惊。下一季还是会追，反正每周就一集，八成就跟这季一样，看过就忘。
Grey's Anatomy:
慢慢的，量变转成质变，GA在我心中已全面超越DH。这一季的finale很精彩，两个脑癌情人告别的时候，有点想哭。最后突然之间，不烦mere/dere这对了。撇去过于混乱的情感纠结，GA里的角色都是普通人，跟你我一样，有历史伤疤，有逃避现实。对不可挽回的，看开一些；对可以且值得挽回的，努力争取。
How I Met Your Mother：
Mother就是Stella？那她8岁的女儿哪去了？估计真命天子还没有出现，嘻，反正我不急。只要有Barney在，俺就死追这部剧。
Prison Break：
平时说的够多了，现在什么都不想说了。不管发生什么，我会爱Michael/Sara一直到老。
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Story Notes:
My first PB fanfiction. For burntcircles. Happy Birthday, Nona, wish you have a wonderful day! Inspired by pbhiatus_fic Challenge #2: There's No Place Like Home. Thank Laurie for the thorough beta.
Chapter End Notes:
This fic was accomplished on May 11th. I’ve stored to post it around the exact birth date. On 12 May the devastating 7.8 magnitude earthquake struck Sichuan Province in south west China, my homeland. Hundreds of thousands of people have been killed or injured, and Millions of people lost their homes. I pray that there will be as many survivors as possible to have a chance to revive and rebuild their lives and homes.http://www.prisonbreakfic.net/viewstory.php?sid=4166
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南都周刊的《黄石的孩子》：真实与谎言，写得真不错，南方报业的风格。
整篇文章读下来，像是个郑渊洁童话，辛辣、滑稽、讽刺，不动声色的那种。
完全可以理解市委市政府那拨人的做法，不仅是笔大大的政绩，还能凝聚群众的自豪感及对家乡的热爱之情，皆大欢喜，大快人心。本身就是改编的电影么，史实并不那么重要嘛。
黄石打了个擦边球，你很难指责它，毕竟最初把名字搞错的是那帮编剧。可是，好比钻空子的人逃脱了法律，逃脱不了道德。这件事是浮华的闹剧，长久的危害大于一时的快感，这让一个城市更加急功近利，为了迅速成名不惜掩盖和漠视真相。
况且，成名真的就这么可靠么？有多少泡沫的成分在里面？
西方人不用说了，黄石和双石对他们来说就是一个字母的差别而已，所以会极其马大哈的把标题改头换面。国人也不会就因为一部电影对你刮目相看，而且出了这事黄石反而有成为笑柄的可能。
就本地群众来言，这篇文章里已经表现的很明显了，盲目的地方自豪感跟骨子里的地方自卑感其实是一回事。
怪只怪官方长久以来的愚民政策，让人没有独立思考的能力。华夏城电影院旁边的图书馆，有多少人去？就算去了，又有什么好书？已经成了叫卖手机的闹肆了吧。在我看来，培养独立思考，最重要的就是长期接触到不同的思想、观点，不管是真理越辨越明朗，还是越辨越糊涂，总比一叶障目夜郎自大要好。
就技术角度和制作角度来说，《黄石的孩子》是个很平庸的电影。它给我留下的最深印象是英国人的教育水平，公正、人性化、寓教于乐、文体兼备，让我想起了抗日时期的西南联大。重视教育的国家，不愚民的国家，即使一时困难，总有出头之日，真正的出头之日。
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The Most Beautiful Flower on Earth里提到的两首诗：
Neruda's Sonnet XVIII (from
Twenty Love Poems and a Song of Despair)
Here I love you.
In the dark pines the wind disentangles itself.
The moon glows like phosphorus on the vagrant waters.
Days, all one kind, go chasing each other.
The snow unfurls in dancing figures.
A silver gull slips down from the west.
Sometimes a sail. High, high stars.
Oh the black cross of a ship.
Alone.
Sometimes I get up early and even my soul is wet.
Far away the sea sounds and resounds.
This is a port.
Here I love you.
Here I love you and the horizon hides you in vain.
I love you still among these cold things.
Sometimes my kisses go on those heavy vessels
that cross the sea towards no arrival.
I see myself forgotten like those old anchors.
The piers sadden when the afternoon moors there.
My life grows tired, hungry to no purpose.
I love what I do not have. You are so far.
My loathing wrestles with the slow twilights.
But night comes and starts to sing to me.
The moon turns its clockwork dream.
The biggest stars look at me with your eyes.
And as I love you, the pines in the wind
want to sing your name with their leaves of wire.
Sylvia
Plath－Mad Girl's Love Song
'I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;
I lift my lids and all is born again.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)
The stars go waltzing out in blue and red,
And arbitrary blackness gallops in:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed
And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)
God topples from the sky, hell's fires fade:
Exit seraphim and Satan's men:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
I fancied you'd return the way you said,
But I grow old and I forget your name.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)
I should have loved a thunderbird instead;
At least when spring comes they roar back again.
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)
疯丫头的情歌
我合上眼眸，世界倒地死去；
我抬起眼帘，一切重获新生。
（我想你只是我脑中幻象。）
红光蓝光，星子们舞着华尔兹隐去，
马蹄得得，黑暗悍然闯入
我合上眼眸，世界倒地死去。
梦中你尽施魔力，诱我同眠，
歌声叫人迷乱，亲吻叫人癫狂。
（我想你只是我脑中幻象。）
上帝从高天跌落，地狱烈焰渐熄
六翼天使引退，撒旦扈从下场
我合上眼眸，世界倒地死去。
我曾幻想你会如约归来，
但我老了，淡忘了你的姓名。
（我想你只是我脑中幻象。）
我但愿爱上的是一只雷鸟，
至少春回大地，雷鸟也呼啸而返。
我合上眼眸，世界倒地死去。
（我想你只是我脑中幻象。）
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这一年因为只有http下载，看的大多是新片。平淡。
新片中，决战犹马镇、色戒、盲山几个出挑一点，最有感觉的是四月三周两天，老片却基本上是看一个喜欢一个。
长日将尽特别喜欢，一点也没辜负我长久以来的厚望。最后巴士那一幕，虽然已有心理准备，却仍然惆怅的落下泪来。
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感觉不妙，可能又要发烧。从三年前开始，每年的春夏之交总要病一场，似乎已成一个传统。
self-indulgence always leads to
self-destruction.
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想起96年亚特兰大奥运会的时候，乐靖宜输了0.03秒，刘黎敏输了0.01秒（我居然还记得这些细节），都是输给美国人，气得要死。后来发生炸弹爆炸事件，挺幸灾乐祸的。
02年意大利输给了韩国，开始抵制韩货。
好傻好天真。
