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《劳拉》-119页

(2007-02-17 17:02:50)
分类: 翻译小说
  "别走了!"他嘶哑低语。  
   她咬着她的唇。不敢看他,因为要是看了,她就离不开了。他不想结婚,他只想要她的身体。她不可以软弱得屈服。她爱他,但是他没有感觉到她的如此的情感。  
  "我不能,"她沉郁说道。"绝不能。"最后她抬起眼,看着他。"很多方面,你都不了解我,"她抱怨告诉他。"我知道我不能结婚,或不能有孩子;我已经接受这些了。我从来不会爱……如果你没有占有我!"   
  他满面愁云。"你是什么意思呀?"   
   她姨夫过来了。没有时间了。太晚了。太晚了。   
  "再见,"她匆匆说,蹬上了马车。卡巴顿助她一把。他的手扶住她的胳膊,火辣辣的,永远燃烧到她的心里。她沉郁坐在木头座位上,热泪盈眶。   
  "姑娘,准备走吧?"柴斯特姨夫欢快地说。   
  "好的,"她说,强装着微笑,向姨妈和表妹挥手。"好的,我准备好了。再见!"  
  他们相互告别,而卡巴顿站在一旁,太阳照着他的头,望着她离开他。他告诉自己,他没有爱她,他只是有罪恶感,因为连累了她。不用说,他内心的空虚越来越大,马车在前方变得越来越小。   

  "Stay!" he whispered huskily. 
 She bit her lip. She couldn't look at him, because if she did, she couldn't leave. He didn't want marriage, he only wanted her body. She couldn't give in to the weakness. She loved him, but he felt no such emotion for her.
  "I cannot," she said heavily. "I must not." She lifted her eyes to his finally. "There is so much that you do not know about me," she told him plaintively. "I knew that I could never marry or have a child; I had accepted it. I would never have loved…if you had not made me!" 
  He scowled. "What do you mean?"
 Her uncle was coming back. There was no more time. It was too late. Too late!
  "Good-bye," she said swiftly, and made to climb onto the surrey. Cal helped her. His hand on her arm was like a brand, burning into her heart forever. She sat heavily on the wood seat, hot tears threatening her eye. 
  "Ready to go, girl?" Uncle Chester said cheerfully. 
  "Yes," she said, forcing a smile and waving to her aunt and cousin. "Yes, I'm ready. Good-bye!"
  They called their good-byes back, but Cal Barton stood off to one side, his head bare in the sun, watching her leave him. He hadn't loved her, he told himself, he was only guilty because he had compromised her. But that didn't explain the emptiness inside him that grew bigger as the surrey grew smaller in the distance.

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