了不起的盖茨比 弗.司各特.菲茨杰拉德 F. Scott Fitzgerald

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Their eyes met, and they stared together at each other, alone in space. With an effort she glanced down at the table.
“You always look so cool,” she repeated.
She had told him that she loved him, and Tom Buchanan saw. He was astounded. His mouth opened a little, and he looked at Gatsby, and then back at Daisy as if he had just recognized her as some one he knew a long time ago.
“You resemble the advertisement of the man,” she went on innocently. “You know the advertisement of the man—”
“All right,” broke in Tom quickly, “I’m perfectly willing to go to town. Come on—we’re all going to town.”
He got up, his eyes still flashing between Gatsby and his wife. No one moved.
“Come on!” His temper cracked a little. “What’s the matter, anyhow? If we’re going to town, let’s start.”
His hand, trembling with his effort at self-control, bore to his lips the last of his glass of ale. Daisy’s voice got us to our feet and out on to the blazing gravel drive.
“Are we just going to go?” she objected. “Like this? Aren’t we going to let any one smoke a cigarette first?”
“Everybody smoked all through lunch.”
“Oh, let’s have fun,” she begged him. “It’s too hot to fuss.”
He didn’t answer.
“Have it your own way,” she said. “Come on,
They went up-stairs to get ready while we three men stood there shuffling the hot pebbles with our feet. A silver curve of the moon hovered already in the western sky. Gatsby started to speak, changed his mind, but not before Tom wheeled and faced him expectantly.
“Pardon me?”
“Have you got your stables here?” asked Gatsby with an effort.
“About a quarter of a mile down the road.”
“Oh.”
A pause.
“I don’t see the idea of going to town,” broke out Tom savagely. “Women get these notions in their heads—”
“Shall we take anything to drink?” called Daisy from an upper window.
“I’ll get some whiskey,” answered Tom. He went inside.
Gatsby turned to me rigidly:
“I can’t say anything in his house, old sport.”
“She’s got an indiscreet voice,” I remarked. “It’s full of—”
I hesitated.
“Her voice is full of money,” he said suddenly.
That was it. I’d never understood before. It was full of money—that was the inexhaustible charm that rose and fell in it, the jingle of it, the cymbals’ song of it. . . . high in a white palace the king’s daughter, the golden girl. . . .
Tom came out of the house wrapping a quart bottle in a towel, followed by Daisy and
“Shall we all go in my car?” suggested Gatsby. He felt the hot, green leather of the seat. “I ought to have left it in the shade.”
“Is it standard shift?” demanded Tom.
“Yes.”
“Well, you take my coupé and let me drive your car to town.”
The suggestion was distasteful to Gatsby.
“I don’t think there’s much gas,” he objected.
“Plenty of gas,” said Tom boisterously. He looked at the gauge. “And if it runs out I can stop at a drug-store. You can
A pause followed this apparently pointless remark. Daisy looked at Tom frowning, and an indefinable expression, at once definitely unfamiliar and vaguely recognizable, as if I had only heard it described in words, passed over Gatsby’s face.
“Come on, Daisy,” said Tom, pressing her with his hand toward Gatsby’s car. “I’ll take you in this circus wagon.”
He opened the door, but she moved out from the circle of his arm.
“You take Nick and Jordan. We’ll follow you in the coupé.”
She walked close to Gatsby, touching his coat with her hand. Jordan and Tom and I got into the front seat of Gatsby’s car, Tom pushed the unfamiliar gears tentatively, and we shot off into the oppressive heat, leaving them out of sight behind.
“Did you see that?” demanded Tom.
“See what?”
He looked at me keenly, realizing that Jordan and I must have known all along.
“You think I’m pretty dumb, don’t you?” he suggested. “Perhaps I am, but I have a—almost a second sight, sometimes, that tells me what to do. Maybe you don’t believe that, but science—”
He paused. The immediate contingency overtook him, pulled him back from the edge of the theoretical abyss.
“I’ve made a small investigation of this fellow,” he continued. “I could have gone deeper if I’d known—”
“Do you mean you’ve been to a medium?” inquired
“What?” Confused, he stared at us as we laughed. “A medium?”
“About Gatsby.”
“About Gatsby! No, I haven’t. I said I’d been making a small investigation of his past.”
“And you found he was an
“An
“Nevertheless he’s an
“Oxford,
“Listen, Tom. If you’re such a snob, why did you invite him to lunch?” demanded
“Daisy invited him; she knew him before we were married—God knows where!”
We were all irritable now with the fading ale, and aware of it we drove for a while in silence. Then as Doctor T. J. Eckleburg’s faded eyes came into sight down the road, I remembered Gatsby’s caution about gasoline.
“We’ve got enough to get us to town,” said Tom.
“But there’s a garage right here,” objected
Tom threw on both brakes impatiently, and we slid to an abrupt dusty stop under
“Let’s have some gas!” cried Tom roughly. “What do you think we stopped for—to admire the view?”
“I’m sick,” said
“What’s the matter?”
“I’m all run down.”
“Well, shall I help myself?” Tom demanded. “You sounded well enough on the phone.”
With an effort
“I didn’t mean to interrupt your lunch,” he said. “But I need money pretty bad, and I was wondering what you were going to do with your old car.”
“How do you like this one?” inquired Tom. “I
“It’s a nice yellow one,” said
“Like to
“Big chance,”
“What do you want money for, all of a sudden?”
“I’ve been here too long. I want to get away. My wife and I want to go West.”
“Your wife does!” exclaimed Tom, startled.
“She’s been talking about it for ten years.” He rested for a moment against the pump, shading his eyes. “And now she’s going whether she wants to or not. I’m going to get her away.”
The coupé flashed by us with a flurry of dust and the flash of a waving hand.
“What do I owe you?” demanded Tom harshly.
“I just got wised up to something funny the last two days,” remarked
“What do I owe you?”
“Dollar twenty.”
The relentless beating heat was beginning to confuse me and I had a bad moment there before I realized that so far his suspicions hadn’t alighted on Tom.
“I’ll let you have that car,” said Tom. “I’ll send it over to-morrow afternoon.”
That locality was always vaguely disquieting, even in the broad glare of afternoon, and now I turned my head as though I had been warned of something behind.
In one of the windows over the garage the curtains had been moved aside a little, and Myrtle Wilson was peering down at the car.
There is no confusion like the confusion of a simple mind, and as we drove away Tom was feeling the hot whips of panic.
“Those big movies around Fiftieth Street are cool,” suggested
The word “sensuous” had the effect of further disquieting Tom, but before he could invent a protest the coupé came to a stop, and Daisy signaled us to draw up alongside.
“Where are we going?” she cried.
“How about the movies?”
“It’s so hot,” she complained. “You go. We’ll ride around and meet you after.” With an effort her wit rose faintly, “We’ll meet you on some corner. I’ll be the man smoking two cigarettes.”
“We can’t argue about it here,” Tom said impatiently, as a truck gave out a cursing whistle behind us. “You follow me to the south side of
Several times he turned his head and looked back for their car, and if the traffic delayed them he slowed up until they came into sight. I think he was afraid they would dart down a side street and out of his life forever.
But they didn’t. And we all took the less explicable step of engaging the parlor of a suite in the Plaza Hotel.
The prolonged and tumultuous argument that ended by herding us into that room eludes me, though I have a sharp physical memory that, in the course of it, my underwear kept climbing like a damp snake around my legs and intermittent beads of sweat raced cool across my back.
The room was large and stifling, and, though it was already four o’clock, opening the windows admitted Only a gust of hot shrubbery from the Park. Daisy went to the mirror and stood with her back to us, fixing her hair.
“It’s a swell suite,” whispered
“Open another window,” commanded Daisy, without turning around.
“There aren’t any more.”
“Well, we’d better telephone for an axe—”
“The thing to do is to forget about the heat,” said Tom impatiently. “You make it ten times worse by crabbing about it.”
He unrolled the bottle of whiskey from the towel and put it on the table.
“Why not let her alone, old sport?” remarked Gatsby. “You’re the one that wanted to come to town.”
There was a moment of silence. The telephone book slipped from its nail and splashed to the floor, whereupon
“I’ll pick it up,” I offered.
“I’ve got it.” Gatsby examined the parted string, muttered “Hum!” in an interested way, and tossed the book on a chair.
“That’s a great expression of yours, isn’t it?” said Tom sharply.
“What is?”
“All this ‘old sport’ business. Where’d you pick that up?”
“Now see here, Tom,” said Daisy, turning around from the mirror, “if you’re going to make personal remarks I won’t stay here a minute. Call up and order some ice for the mint julep.”
As Tom took up the receiver the compressed heat exploded into sound and we were listening to the portentous chords of Mendelssohn’s Wedding March from the ballroom below.
“Still—I was
married in the middle of June,” Daisy remembered,
“Louisville
“Biloxi,” he
answered shortly. “A man named
“They carried
him into my house,” appended
“I used to know
a Bill Biloxi from
“That was his
cousin. I knew his whole family history before he left. He gave me
an aluminum putter that I use
to-day.”
The music had
died down as the ceremony began and now a long cheer floated in at
the window, followed by intermittent cries of “Yea—ea—ea!” and
finally by a burst of jazz as the dancing
began.
“We’re getting
old,” said Daisy. “If we were young we’d rise and
dance.”
“Remember
“Biloxi?” He
concentrated with an effort. “I didn’t know him. He was a friend of
Daisy’s.”
“He was not,”
she denied. “I’d never seen him before. He came down in the private
car.”
“Well, he said
he knew you. He said he was raised in
Jordan
“He was
probably bumming his way home. He told me he was president of your
class at
Yale.”
Tom and I
looked at each other
blankly.
“Biloxi?”
“First place,
we didn’t have any
president—”
Gatsby’s foot
beat a short, restless tattoo and Tom eyed him
suddenly.
“By the way,
Mr. Gatsby, I understand you’re
an
“Not
exactly.”
“Oh, yes, I
understand you went
to
“Yes—I went
there.”
A pause. Then
Tom’s voice, incredulous and
insulting:
“You must have
gone there about the
time
Another pause.
A waiter knocked and came in with crushed mint and ice but, the
silence was unbroken by his “thank you” and the soft closing of the
door. This tremendous detail was to be cleared up at
last.
“I told you I
went there,” said
Gatsby.
“I heard you,
but I’d like to know
when.”
“It was in
nineteen-nineteen, I only stayed five months. That’s why I can’t
really call myself
an
Tom glanced
around to see if we mirrored his unbelief. But we were all looking
at Gatsby.
“It was an
opportunity they gave to some of the officers after the Armistice,”
he continued. “We could go to any of the universities
in
I wanted to get
up and slap him on the back. I had one of those renewals of
complete faith in him that I’d experienced
before.
Daisy rose,
smiling faintly, and went to the
table.
“Open the
whiskey, Tom,” she ordered, “and I’ll make you a mint julep. Then
you won’t seem so stupid to yourself. . . . look at the
mint!”
“Wait a
minute,” snapped Tom, “I want to ask Mr. Gatsby one more
question.”
“Go on,” Gatsby
said
politely.
“What kind of a
row are you trying to cause in my house
anyhow?”
They were out
in the open at last and Gatsby was
content.
“He isn’t
causing a row.” Daisy looked desperately from one to the other.
“You’re causing a row. Please have a little
self-control.”
“Self-control!”
Repeated Tom incredulously. “I suppose the latest thing is to sit
back and let Mr. Nobody from Nowhere make love to your wife. Well,
if that’s the idea you can count me out. . . . nowadays people
begin by sneering at family life and family institutions, and next
they’ll throw everything overboard and have intermarriage between
black and
white.”
Flushed with
his impassioned gibberish, he saw himself standing alone on the
last barrier of
civilization.
“We’re all
white here,”
murmured
"我们这里大家都是白人嘛。"乔丹咕哝着说。
“I know I’m not
very popular. I don’t give big parties. I suppose you’ve got to
make your house into a pigsty in order to have any friends—in the
modern
world.”
Angry as I was,
as we all were, I was tempted to laugh whenever he opened his
mouth. The transition from libertine to prig was so
complete.