Drivel

I am thinking some frivolous post might take my mind off the inevitable. As someone special mentioned, fear paralyses you into inertia. You end up thinking that it should be ok and consciously shelf the task at hand to the back of your mind. Doesn't work that way darling. Rest assure it comes back to bite you in your arse and I am certainly feeling the fangs on this one. But let's get back to frivolity...

Well.

I decided a few days ago that I would embark on some dull yet obsessive homekeeping. I laughed out loud today over a very posh lunch at basilico when I revealed my collection of Muji boxes. I think the figure was something like 53. It has since ballooned slightly since my last visit there. I also have 53 labels stuck onto each of them. I have confirmed my fears that I am dull. I hope there is a cure for it.

I had also begun a rather enthusiastic regime of yoga(I went for 7 classes in a week), and mull over taking performance enhancing beverages and keep with me, a ready supply of spirulina, swissoats, probiotics and aspirins. I think it is a rather strange obsession with control and of course 'necessary' preparatory work for the concert in HK. But one thing's for sure, I can't seem to eat healthy. I love my MSG, desserts, fatty beef, belachan, fried fish.

In fact, thinking of them makes me a little peckish. But it's 2am, so I should ......

This post is going nowhere ANYWAY. Goodbye!

碎碎念

我想随便写点东西帮我的思想逃离现实。某人曾说，恐惧使人无能为力、顺其自然。最后你就会觉得其实这样也OK，并进而将手上的工作抛之脑后。亲爱的，这样可不行。松懈必然会让恐惧反咬你一口，现在我已感受到它的尖牙。不过现在我们还是继续聊天吧……

好。

前些天我决定开始做一些无聊但让人上瘾的家务。今天在 basilico（译者注：一家意式餐厅）吃大餐的时候，我提到我收藏的无印良品的盒子，想起这个我不禁大笑起来。大约有53个吧。跟我上次来这里比，也增加了不少。这53个盒子配了53个标签。对此，我再次证明了我很无聊，很吓人，希望有治疗的办法。

我也开始了一系列很有意思的瑜伽课程（每周7节课），考虑服用一些类似兴奋剂的饮品，吃一些螺旋藻、瑞士燕麦、益生菌和阿司匹林。我想让一切都按部就班、尽在掌握，尽管有些奇怪，但这对于香港演唱会来说，都是“必要的”准备工作。但有一点，我确实没有保持健康的饮食。我难以拒绝味精、甜食、肥牛、马拉盏（一种虾酱）、炸鱼。

实际上，想到这些我就又饿了。但现在已经凌晨两点，所以我应该……

何况，这篇文章也没什么深入探讨的内容啦。拜拜！！