To my great surprise,more and more youth use depressed in their daily life.

    But today,I have the same feeling.Recently,I have a distressing experience ,I can not help thinking it without stop,which made me very depressed.I have never thought that I would suffered from such bad feelings .To be honest ,I can not stand be stabbed in the back by someone,especially my friend .Maybe,in his mind I am only a common classmate of him,but I have already made him as my friend .May be I am a perfectionist ,may be I should be more realistic in the future .Sometimes I despair of ever being a real one in the world. But the real world told me that my eyes are filled with sunshine.Yesterday,when I looked myself in the mirror,I also find a thread of dejection in them.So I know that why someone use sunshine and deject to discribe a girl's sight.

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    That's a dairy I wrote two weeks ago.And I have a new thought now.

    After a long time of hard thinking ,I know that there's nothing serious if I keep myself away from everything that not related to me .That is really a good choice .I can be myself again--that small with no trouble at all.Though it must be not very realistic.Just think in this way when you feel depressed ,it will give you some comfort.

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    Sometimes ,the life give us some hardship ,that just because we need some bad affairs to remind our happiness. Keep optimistic,and then the life is full of sunshine forever.