看黄昏的日子　 文 / (章子建)

看黄昏的日子
     
    打开阿建的电脑，我们发现很多，在他的收藏夹中或者个人文档，还有他的QQ号和信箱，其中都会发现一种令人难忘的情感，写在他的记忆深处，象是记着历史，讲给人好多古老的故事。

                                     一个男孩
                                     天生的帅气
                                     他认真地读过了大学
                                     走进了事业辉煌的天地
                                      
                                     他爱上了一个女孩
                                     每天相约
                                     在天色黄昏之际
                                     他们在夕阳下的江边漫步
                                     在悬涯山峰旁
                                     打探着鸟儿的夜下私语
                                     
                                     他们都很天真
                                     而那天真的情感
                                     和爱的情怀
                                     没有任何东西能够代替

                                     这天男孩工作有了变动
                                     要去国外学习
                                     于是
                                     在他们相约的这个黄昏
                                     快乐变成了哭泣

                                     男孩抱着女孩
                                     用自己的初吻
                                     给这份浓浓的恋情
                                     留下了最深的痕迹

                                     他走了
                                     女孩如此孤寂
                                     每天到了相约的时候
                                     她都会来到她们这片相约的天地

                                     她用歌声趋赶着寂寞
                                     用小提琴
                                     弹奏着相思的乐曲
                                     每天对星星乞求
                                     让远方的他
                                     平安顺意

                                     这天她打开了电脑
                                     同样等待着
                                     远方的他带给她的笑语
                                     可回她的却是一条这样的留言
                                     “忘了我吧！
                                     好好保重自己，
                                     不要再去看黄昏，
                                     因为黄昏并没有意义！”

                                     她哭了
                                     可在哭的同时
                                     她又看到一条这样的信息
                                     “一位朋友因病情严重，
                                     住进了日本东京一家医院，
                                     急需眼底移植，
                                     有爱心献眼底者敬请联系”
                                                         
                                     她记录下了这条信息
                                     对着镜了打量着自己
                                     好象在说：
                                     “要让有爱的人活得更有意义”
                                     人生还有什么比爱心更有意义？

                                     于是她座上第二天的飞机
                                     准备献上不再去看黄昏的眼底
                                     可是当她到了医院
                                     在医生不让与患者见面的情况下
                                     她发现了患者的名子下面的家人姓名
                                     明明就是写着自己
                              
                                     她明白了
                                     他为什么说黄昏没有意义
                                     没见面这一夜
                                     她在哭泣中调整着自己的情绪
                                     同时她在想如何能让医生
                                     给他换上自己的眼底

                                     第二天一早她又来到医院
                                     就在申请填写捐献表格的同时
                                     医生告诉她一位刚刚去逝患者家属
                                     已经申请了用死者的眼底为他捐献的消息

                                     她跪了下去
                                     向医生说了她真实的名子
                                     医生也流下激动的泪水
                                     医生说：
                                     “我保证以后你们还会同时看到黄昏”

                                     她推着那个做完手术几天了的男孩
                                     来到了草坪上
                                     她在给她唱着歌
                                     同样是那首《黄昏》
                                     男孩也一样地笑了
                                     男孩激动地说：
                                     ----谢谢你
                                     ----谢谢上帝