00:11https://www.ted.com/talks/joshua_prager_wisdom_from_great_writers_on_every_year_of_life/transcript?language=en#t-1385
I'm turning 44 next
month, and I have the sense that 44 is going to
be a very good year, a year of
fulfillment,
realization. I have that
sense, not because of anything particular in
store for me, but because I read it would be a good
year in a 1968 book by Norman
Mailer.realization
-n.
实现;领悟in
store 储藏着;准备着;必将发生、就要到来
00:33"He
felt his own age, forty-four
..." wrote Mailer in "The Armies of the
Night," "... felt as if he were a solid
embodiment of bone, muscle, heart, mind, and
sentiment to be a man, as if he had
arrived."好像 ( as
if)
N-SING If you say
that someone or something is the embodiment of a
quality or idea, you mean that that is their most noticeable
characteristic or the basis of all they do. 集中体现;
化身 [正式]
N-UNCOUNT Sentiment is
feelings such as pity or love, especially for things in the past,
and may be considered exaggerated and foolish. 伤感;
感情
00:48Yes,
I know Mailer wasn't writing about
me. But
I also know that he was; for all of us -- you, me, the
subject of his book, age more or less in
step, proceed from birth along the same great
sequence:through the wonders and confinements of
childhood; the emancipations and frustrations
of adolescence; the empowerments and millstones of
adulthood; the recognitions and resignations
of old age. There are patterns 模式to
life, and they are
shared. As Thomas Mann wrote: "It will happen to
me as to them."
01:28 in
step 同步,合拍 in
step 同步,合拍解放(Emancipation)[ɪ,mænsɪ'peɪʃ(ə)n]青春期(AdolescenceN-UNCOUNT Resignation is
the acceptance of an unpleasant situation or fact because you
realize that you cannot change it. 无奈的顺从
We
don't simply live these
patterns. We record them,
too. We write them down in books, where they
become narratives that we can then read and
recognize. Books tell us who we've
been, who we are, who we will be,
too. So they have for
millennia. As James Salter
wrote, "Life passes into pages if it passes into
anything."N-COUNT A narrative is
a story or an account of a series of events. 故事;
叙事
...a fast-moving narrative.…一个快节奏的叙事。
Millennia千年
01:53And so six years ago, a thought
leapt to mind: if life passed into pages, there were,
somewhere,passages written about every
age. If I could find them, I could
assemble them into a
narrative. I could assemble them into a
life, a long life, a hundred-year
life, the entirety of that same great
sequence through which the luckiest among us
pass. I was then 37 years
old, "an age of discretion," wrote
William Trevor. I was prone to meditating on time
and age. An illness in the family and later an
injury to me had long made clear that growing old
could not be assumed. And besides, growing old only
postponed the
inevitable, time seeing through what circumstance did
not. It was all a bit
disheartening.
02:45N-COUNT A passage in
a book, speech, or piece of music is a section of it that you are
considering separately from the rest. 章节; 段落;
乐段
N-UNCOUNT Discretion is
the quality of behaving in a quiet and controlled way without
drawing attention to yourself or giving away personal or private
information. 审慎 [正式]
V-I If
you meditate
on something, you think about it very
carefully and deeply for a long time. 深思
ADJ If
something is disheartening,
it makes you feel disappointed and less confident or less hopeful.
令人灰心的
A
list, though, would last. To chronicle a life year by
vulnerable year would be to clasp and to
ground what was fleeting, would be to provide myself and others a
glimpse into the future, whether we made it there or
not. And when I then began to compile my list,
I was quickly obsessed, searching pages and pages for ages and
ages. Here we were at every annual step through
our first hundred years. "Twenty-seven ... a time of sudden
revelations," "sixty-two, ... of subtle
diminishments."V-T To chronicle a
series of events means to write about them or show them in
broadcasts in the order in which they happened.
按发生时间顺序编写或播放to
ground 触礁,搁浅
V-T If
you clasp someone or
something, you hold them tightly in your hands or arms. 握紧; 抱紧
fleet vi.
飞逝;疾驰;掠过
diminishment 减小
03:22I
was mindful, of course, that such insights were
relative. For starters, we now live longer, and so
age more slowly. Christopher Isherwood used the phrase
"the yellow leaf" to describe a man at
53, only one century after Lord Byron used it
to describe himself at 36.ADJ If
you are mindful of something,
you think about it and consider it when taking action.
留意的 [正式] [v-link
ADJ]
03:41(Laughter)
03:44I
was mindful, too, that life can swing wildly and
unpredictably from one year to the
next, and that people may experience the same
age differently. But even so, as the list
coalesced, so, too, on the page, clear as the
reflection in the mirror, did the life that I had been
living: finding at 20 that "... one is less and
less sure of who one is;" emerging at 30 from the "...
wasteland of preparation into active
life;"learning at
40 "... to close softly the doors to
rooms [I would] not be coming back
to." There I
was.
V-I If
people's opinions, attitudes, or
feelings swing,
they change, especially in a sudden or extreme way.
改变
V-I If two or
more things coalesce [,koə'lɛs],
they come together and form a larger group or system.
合并 [正式]
N-VAR A wasteland is
an area of land on which not much can grow or which has been
spoiled in some way. 荒地
04:22Of
course, there we all are. Milton Glaser, the great graphic
designer whose beautiful visualizations you
see here, and who today is 85
-- all those years "... a ripening and an
apotheosis," wrote Nabokov --noted to me that, like art and like
color, literature helps us to remember what
we've experienced.
04:46可视化(Visualization).
V-T/V-I When
crops ripen or when the
sun ripens them, they
become ripe. (指庄稼) 成熟
I'm waiting for the apples to ripen.
我在等这些苹果成熟。
N-SING If
something is the apotheosis [ə,pɑθɪ'osɪs] of something
else, it is an ideal or typical example of it. 理想;
典范 [正式] [oft
N 'of' n]
And indeed, when I shared the list with
my grandfather, he nodded in
recognition. He was then 95 and soon to
die, which, wrote Roberto
Bolaño, "... is the same as never
dying." And looking back, he said to me that,
yes, Proust was right that at 22, we are sure
we will not die, just as a thanatologist named
Edwin Shneidman was right that at 90, we are sure we
will. It had happened to
him, as to them.
05:26
thanatologist [,θænə'tɔlədʒist]
Now the list is
done: a hundred
years. And looking back over
it, I
know that I am not done. I still have my life to
live, still have many more pages to pass
into. And mindful of
Mailer, I await 44.
05:47Thank
you.
05:48(Applause)
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