To be or not to be, this  is the question. Because no one can see the out-coming of to be or not to. Actually it is a hard decision to make which could screw up your brain. When you ask yourself thousands times: it's worthy to do or not? No one could give you the right answer. Someone says yes, go ahead, just responsible for yourself and not be regretted by this decision; someone says no, it's too risky to do, you will be regretted soon, I am sure. Both of them are your good friends and they really love you, care about you. In the end, they are not the boss of your head. All what they can do is to give you suggestion, and you are the person who make the decision.

You might wish God to make this decision for you, you may ask yourself: why let me be in this hard situation? I would rather to give this right up and let the God makes the decision for me. If it's raining tomorrow, then not to be.

    Whatever the choice you make, the course of your life will be different. Just like when you travel and come upon two roads in a foreign wood and you cannot see the destinations, you have to choose one and you never know what the other would be like. That's life.

    This reminds of me a poem wrote by Robert Lee Frost

 

The Road Not Taken

 

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,

And sorry i could not travel both

And be one traveler, long i stood

And looked down one as far as i could

To where it bent in the undergrowth;

 

Then took the other, as just as fair,

And having perhaps the better claim,

Because it was grassy and wanted wear;

Though as for that the passing there

Had worn them really about the same,

 

And both that morning equally lay

In leaves no step had trodden black.

Oh, I kept the first for another day!

Yet knowing how way leads on to way,

I doubted if i should ever come back.

 

I shall be telling this with a sigh

Somewhere ages and ages hence:

Two roads diverged in a wood, and I --

I took the one less traveled by,

And that has made all the difference.