好了. 我忙碌了好多天. 新工作的压力终于铺天盖地的席卷了一切,不,还未席卷,我却已经可以预料. 内心深处,有点窃喜,以及更多的熟悉感. 因为我知道,对我这么一个"贱贱"的人来说,只有很多的跟头,才可能有所成长. 所以,look at the positive side of life, its easier to be happy.

所以,在开了5个小时会,憋了2个小时才得以去洗手间,以及司机将"星城国际"听成"新城国际"之后,我在心里一次次的重复,倒霉的时候真是喝凉水都塞牙缝. 不过,一杯热热的浓浓的奶茶,和一集无聊八卦的desperate housewives,让我终于能够恢复过来......

最近在看<旁观者>. 一本好书. 透过很多的生活琐事,透过很多皱着眉头的思考和捧腹的大笑,我看到一个栩栩如生的人站在面前. 久违的感觉了. 曾经,我也会清楚的看到很多你我一样普通人身上耀眼的那一点,并为之眩目. 现在,或者离的太近,或者离的太远,看不到那些闪烁之处,生活反而困苦了很多. 可真的是这样嘛? 如同desperate housewives里面说的那样: Its the same for all of us, we try not to get too close, its easier to get a polite "hello" than to ask what's wrong, its safer to keep walking by than to get involved.

哦,还有另外一点. Desperate housewives里面的女人,个个可爱. (除了Susan). 哪怕是那个可怕的ice queen catherine, 看见她不顾一切的保护她的女儿,抚着地板上深深的刻痕低声哭泣,以及为了丈夫而将眼泪牢牢的锁在眼眶里,我就立刻原谅了她一切的无礼霸道甚至是冷酷. (其实长大真不容易,越来越要学习为了承担而委屈自己.) 然而,即使如此,她们的丈夫,也并不会因为她们一时的极端而选择离开和放弃她们. 又所以,最近常常想起小开说的一句话: the person love you enough will never let you go.

So, remember this forever, the person love you enough will never let you go. So, the one let you go is not the one love you enough. So, he is not good for you. So, let him go and let it go. What does not kill us, just make us stronger.