Dear sarh:

Last letter I wrote to you was not received by you.so I wrote this letter continuously and I have many words to say to you .in the article《中国人怎样看待莎拉布莱曼》，the old friend of my mother said “真行啊”after I told her that you had a boyfriend at that time.I just explaind  why she said so. she measured you with Chinese standard but you are not Chinese. you are charming and naturally attractive to men. I just said that in china divorced  women can’t marry again ,but westerners have their standard.i did not say  that which is good,which is bad.  ordinary Chinese believe westners to be well-educated and romantic.you westerners’image is positive in china.I have not presented anyone your CD or dvd for about 10 years.after I studied computer technology to prepare for the exams of lifting my position in chemistry career,I was  excited about that I could record your songs to disc.that time is 2011,2012 or so.I only presented your cd and Dvd to my friends in the 2 years.I dare not present anyone the disc anymore.I need not recommend your songs to people around me.those who love music can search online all kinds of music,and those who don’t like music will not enjoy music even if I gift them your songs.I’m very very sorry to you.I hurt you too much.I have a defect in mind.I that I cannot find the words I said offensive to others sometimes.I speak too quickly.after my words’ going out of my mouth I realize that they are offensive.each of my  books are only printed 200 copies and not sold in book store.if my books are republished I will adapt all the sensitive words according to your feeling.IN china the different provinces or cities have different standard of marriage.the big cities as Beijing,shanghai,and gaungzhou,Shenzhen,are open to west values and the undeveloped  provinces like shanxi are relatively conservative.most Chinese who read my blog collection didn’t pay much attention to your marriage . 7/8/2023 杨曼曼