走路的时候，总是爱仰头看天空寻找那些云。暴风雨来之前的云像水墨画，黑白灰非明又异常快速地写意成其他模样；雨后阳光天的云大抹大抹的像是一朵朵绽开的棉花，背景是湛蓝湛蓝的林中湖水有着宫崎骏动画里的迷人模样，总能不自觉地便看了进去；大多的时候天空是灰色的，云层厚积也是灰色的像是被刚刚揩拭过数月积尘的白色抹布，骨子里是白而大多是压抑得让人喘不过气来的灰。昨天的傍晚的云美丽极了，打电话给妞儿的时候描述像是一大堆白色棉花靠着一抹蓝。

大至天空尚有如此多种变幻，小至个人也有喜怒哀乐爱恨怨憎，细至人与人相处的感情也变化莫测让人费尽思量。

“世间的感情如天气，不会有恒温,分分秒秒都在变化。浓烈的时候是日中,低徊的时候是霜雪，而大多的时候啊是风轻云淡、可有可无却又不可或缺。”说这句话之前，心情跌落像是行走在波涛汹涌上扁舟一叶，任狂风暴雨带走所有的温度；说这句话之时，理智回归心平静到了极点，有着过尽千帆的感觉，告诫着自己要理智适应这如天气变幻般的感情。

可我并不喜欢理智，总觉得理智的自己近乎冷血地把自己伪装得太强大，觉得自己无所不能，觉得自己无孔不入。每一个无所不能的人都曾面目全非千疮百孔。有着强大的意志将内心所有的阴暗转移到阳光下，汲取着灼热的温度对抗着本来的寒，痛苦而欢乐的并存。有着近似自虐的变态心理。可是，这就是我曾一贯的作风，理智地对抗感性，感性地屈从理智，从难受之中寻找欢乐，在欢乐之中倏然难过。

可我答应了一个人，自此不会为难自己，自此蔷薇盛开。既然应承了，就会尽力做到。于是，难受只有刹那，转瞬便是愉悦。换个角度，也是挺好的，只是有些时候很难做到。

我一直都是一个胆小鬼，倔强的固执的胆小鬼。

 

昨晚回来，走在熟悉的道路上，梧桐遮掩了灯光，细细密密的光影，来来往往的人群。四年了，熟悉又陌生。就像有些人，我们在一起的时候或会相视而笑，我们不在一起的时候或形成陌路。这学校留给我的，是四年里数不清的回忆。离合悲欢，有时候看淡些反倒更好。

大学里最后的关于学校的留恋，在心里，说不出道不明的无依。

 

答应了许多人许多事，也忘记了答应了许多人许多事。原谅我脑容量有限。而很久之前便说过，我忘记的如此重要，而我记得的如此无聊。大多时候的无理取闹只是为了乐此不疲的自讨苦吃？以后便忘掉这些事吧，我答应了言自此蔷薇盛开。

可你知道麽，无论哪种蔷薇，多多少少都带有刺，若要做到真正的平和，人我两不相犯。把所有的有事都当作无事，把所有的泪都变戏样地换成笑，把所有的难过都忘却，把所有的因都归结为独一无二。

 

 

开博三年，呆在上面两年。那些多愁善感的人啊，那些通词互文的人啊，那些孤单时会想起你或者记得你的人啊，谢谢你一路陪我走过，从初遇的陌生人到如今的至交，从初遇的不通有无到现在的无话不说，网络与生活，渐渐地融为一体。你路过我所有的喜怒哀乐，我洞晓你所有的爱恨怨憎。虽不曾相见虽不曾席地而坐谈古论今儿女情长，可有些人如此重要，如此重要。

我也明白，生之艰辛，活之艰难，再加上那些令人猜不透的感情，每个带着面具快活的人都不快乐。可我还是自私的希望，我认识你的是快乐的，就像我总有着无穷勇气与信心地说我认识的人是极好极优秀的。

“如果你不快乐，那我快乐还有什么意义”。这句话，还是一如既往的煽情。

 

自此蔷薇盛开。

 

 

 

                                                             风晚妆， 2012/6/10。

 

 

 

对比了不同版本的翻译，最喜欢的两个版本虽大同小异，但仍有细致出入。

 

Someone Like You

另寻沧海（乐府版）
Adele

阿黛勒

I heard, that you're settled down.
That you, found a girl and you're married now.

闻君诸般皆安晏，已遇佳人结姻缘。
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things, I didn't give to you.

闻君夙愿悉得偿，料是新欢胜旧颜。
Old friend, why are you so shy?
It ain't like you to hold back or hide from the lie.

往日知己今何怯？向来一切无遮掩。
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited.
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.

客来不速非我想，身不由主失一念。
I'd hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded,
That for me, it isn't over.

只盼君若睹我颜，可知于妾情难湮。
Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best, for you too.

终有弱水替沧海，但祈事事随君愿。
Don't forget me, I beg, I remember you said:-
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"

昔时君言铭肺腑：情堪隽永亦痛绝。
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah.

情若隽永必痛绝。
    You'd know, how the time flies.
      Only yesterday, was the time of our lives.

莫道荏苒流岁月，余生所忆惟昨前。
      We were born and raised in a summery haze.
      Bound by the surprise of our glory days.

夏雾郁郁初执手，不意荣光昙花现。
      Nothing compares, no worries or cares.

无可比拟此缠绵，切勿忧心与挂念。
      Regret's and mistakes they're memories made.

糊涂遗恨自难免，白璧微瑕方可恋。
      Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

此中万般甘苦味，不经深情孰能觉？

 

Someone like you

另寻沧海

–Adele

阿黛拉

 

I heard, that your settled down.

 已闻君，诸事安康。

That you, found a girl and your married now.

遇佳人，不久婚嫁。

I heard that your dreams came true.

已闻君，得偿所想。

 

Guess she gave you things, I didn’t give to you.

 料得是，卿识君望。 

Old friend, why are you so shy?

旧日知己，何故张皇？

It ain’t like you to hold back or hide from the lie.

遮遮掩掩，欲盖弥彰。

 

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited.

客有不速，实非我所想。

ButI couldn’t stay away, I couldn’t fight it.

避之不得，遑论与相抗。

I’d hoped you’d see my face& that you’d be reminded, That for me, it isn’t over.

异日偶遇，识得依稀颜。再无所求，涕零而泪下。 

Never mind, I’ll find someone like you.

毋须烦恼，终有弱水替沧海。

I wish nothing but the best, for you too.

 抛却纠缠，再把相思寄巫山。

Don’t forget me, I beg, I remember you said:

勿忘昨日，亦存君言于肺腑。

“Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead”

 “情堪隽永，也善心潮掀狂澜。”

Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah.

 情堪隽永，也善心潮掀狂澜，然。 

You’d know, how the time flies.

光阴常无踪，词穷不敢道荏苒。

Only yesterday, was the time of our lives.

欢笑仍如昨，今却孤影忆花繁。

We were born and raised in a summery haze.

彼时初执手，夏雾郁郁湿衣衫。

Bound by the surprise of our glory days.

 自缚旧念中，诧喜荣光永不黯。

 

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited.

客有不速，实非我所想。

ButI couldn’t stay away, I couldn’t fight it.

 避之不得，遑论与相抗。

I’d hoped you’d see my face & that you’d be reminded, That for me, it isn’t over.

异日偶遇，识得依稀颜。再无所求，涕零而泪下。

Never mind, I’ll find someone like you.

毋须烦恼，终有弱水替沧海。

I wish nothing but the best, for you too.

抛却纠缠，再把相思寄巫山。

Don’t forget me, I beg, I remember you said:

勿忘昨日，亦存君言于肺腑。

“Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead”

“情堪隽永，也善心潮掀狂澜。”

Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah.

情堪隽永，也善心潮掀狂澜，然。 

Nothing compares, no worries or cares.

无可与之相提，切莫忧心同挂念。

Regret’s and mistakes they’re memories made.

 糊涂遗恨难免，白璧微瑕方可恋。

Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

此中酸甜苦咸，世上谁人堪相言？ 

Never mind, I’ll find someone like you.

毋须烦恼，终有弱水替沧海。

I wish nothing but the best, for you too.

 抛却纠缠，再把相思寄巫山。

Don’t forget me, I beg, I remember you said:

勿忘昨日，亦存君言于肺腑。

“Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead”

“情堪隽永，也善心潮掀狂澜。”

Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah.

 情堪隽永，也善心潮掀狂澜，然。 

Never mind, I’ll find someone like you.

毋须烦恼，终有弱水替沧海。

I wish nothing but the best, for you too.

抛却纠缠，再把相思寄巫山。

Don’t forget me, I beg, I remember you said:

勿忘昨日，亦存君言于肺腑。

“Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead”

 “情堪隽永，也善心潮掀狂澜。”

Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah.

 情堪隽永，也善心潮掀狂澜，然。