And once in a while...偶尔……

I'm glad that's over.  Now we can meet as indifferent acquaintances.我很高兴完了。现在我们见面能像个陌生人一样了。

You cannot think me so weak as to be in danger now.你不要觉得我现在会很脆弱。

My affections and wishes have not changed...But one word from you will silence me for ever.

我对你的感觉没有改变；但是你一句话就能让我永远沉默。

I have struggled in vain and can bear it no longer.

These past months have been a torment. I came to here only to see you.

I have fought against judgement，my family's expectation，the inferiority of your birth，my rank.

I will put them aside and ask you to end my agony.

I love you.   Most ardently.

Please do me the honour of accepting my hand.

我觉得挣扎已经无济于事，我不能再忍下去了。

过去的几个月时间我备受煎熬，我来这里只是想见你。

我一直与我的理智，我家庭的期望，你的出生与我地位的差别做斗争。

我决定把它们都放在一边，请求你结束我的痛苦。

我爱你。非常爱你。

请你接受我吧。