Nov 6, 2007, China. In Lun-Jiao Court of Shunde District, Fo-Shan, Guang Dong, the judge called me and told me she doesn't trust me and she would not give my son back to me.

 

I feel very sad. We tried to negotiate but Lu's parents refused to discuss about it. Now I have to accept the truth and let it go.

 

I will try to forget everything I experienced with Lu, and his family.

 

I will not go back the original place to do things in vain. There is no way to get me back too.

 

My new life will start again. Maybe I will have a new baby soon, maybe I will have a lot of kids who are living with me happily, but I will never talk about this experience again. It is an old story now.

 

If you come to ask me about it, I will refuse to answer and tell you I never have this story at all.

 

Bye, China!