2:00am, wee hours, Calgary, Alberta, Canada, North America, Earth, Solar System, Milky Way Galaxy, Metagalaxy.

 

It is a good moment for some music. Time is slow now, listening to the song City Night Bird, by Xu Mei Jing.

 

As we know that she was diagnosed as a schizophrene several weeks ago due to her loss in love and betrayal by her lover. It is hard to imagine how things come to this sad stage for such a lovely beauty in my mind. Her smiles, calmness and persistence, are just some sad and sweet memories for us only.

 

This hour is too silent to describe my feeling and loneliness.

I feel exhausted as pondering what happens at all in this world. Too many changes, too many wars, too much pollution and balfulness from here and there......

 

Where is the truth and where is our direction now? When killing is continuing, when betrayal is repeating, when lies are going on and on, ... where is the true way of human being?

 

 

A friend said: "Only God can judge me." and, where is God? Is he still observing, waiting or making some hard decision?

Temperature is low at this moment, but when dawn comes with sunshine, shadows will hide and fade for at least 10 hours per day.

 

"The show must go on!" someone shouted.

 

Yes, everything is going on. There are two sides in this world. You never can seperate them. When dark side is here, the bright side fade to another domain.

 

When we are reading our shadows, it is so easy to forget the sunshine we once experienced and will have in the morning.

 

I still believe in love, in loyalty, in truth, in this world and the fate. I won't never give up to smile and singing for life, even though my fate is doomed to be faded in the end.

 

Come on, here is the end of the world, and i am sitting here in a daze on dreams.

 

As you see, there are so many stars with a bright moon even in darkness. Those city night birds are flying freely in songs of the anima.