Dear friend, now I want to tell you a story about my personal experience.

    Perhaps there is predestined in the world on earth. I recognized Ellen in winter of 1995. From now on our story began.

    I was concerned Ellen very much. And he treated me by the same identical. Sometimes I wash clothes for him. He can also buy breakfast for me.

    Ellen is smart very much. He was a vicechairman of students' union at once. So he became the public figure. Maybe we had frequent contact, so there was much groundless talk about us. People said that we were in love. Teachers' interrogate began.

    Because our birthday was in same day, we had a birthday party. Teachers applied colors to a drawing about that. Ellen had no way out and he resigned.

    After several days, Ellen asked a question about Part Company. I accepted it. But I unable exercise patience. I was crying.

    Little by little, I found that I really have been in love with him.

    So I stay. I don't know that a girl of sixteen age's heart can pay what. If I really don't know that possess need run after and make great efforts, but only stay. In that time I refused those boy. I think his eyes tell me that he have a wish like me.

    The winter in that year is very long and very cold. My heart became week by week. Ellen's reticence assassinated me.

    I understand that I need go quietly. But my heart didn't quietly from this time on. I like a kite drift in the sky. Every time I meet Ellen, I always hode myself. I saw he through with grace and ease. I feel wronged, I feel sad, I was cast off I shaded tears.

    I know everything was end, perhaps include friendship.

    Now he has finished school. I write some words on his autograph book. "Maybe after many years I think back. You're my beautiful recollect. Perhaps I can cry, I can tremble, but I can't regret. I can remember there was a young boy was concerned with my route on my way. And he was affecting by grieved and happy. I want you know my heart will go on."