An answer to lily's letter
2002年11月3日 10:18

Still in tangle induced by my mail?If so,I declare ceasefire.If still so,I declare a forever ceacefire.
I respect your life philosophy although it is not agreeable to me.I know,every one likes sweet words even there is a old say"Good drugs can cure your illness though they may taste bitter",me too sometimes.I will try to become a sugar maker,not from my tongue but from my heart,and especially for you,my baby.
We met each other on net according to a happy cause,we met each other in person according to a happy cause and we spent a wonderful together also according a happy cause.Let's continue and develop our contact without losing this cause.I do not like to see a beautiful and lovely Lily speads less fragrance,radiates less sunshing,shows less charming and becomes less vigorous.I am determined to change myself into fertilizer,water,sunshine and drugs all those that can keep lily,the flower in my heart,happy,healthy,fresh,
attractive and never withering.
Yesterday,I climbed Nanshan.Not as usual,I changed my style in climbing this time.No accompany,no radio(no music).Just do it in meditation.I went into a fairy land gradually.Surrounded by flying clouds,running water,bird singing,green grasses and colorful flowers,appeared the fairies,all in white,dancing.It is the upmost beauty I ever see!Among them,I found one who is small and exquisite,just like a piece of jade,shining.
We stared at each other for quite a long time,no word.I took her hand gently,she gave me a glare at first,then I felt being electrified!Hot,so hot that I was going to evaporate！
Suddenly,sweating from excitement,I got awake.
Down,I went with a heavy load.
In reality again.But I still hope to continue this dream disregarding good or bad result.
Life likes a dream,life needs dreams,life is beautiful because of dreams and life turns to lifeless without dreaming.
Am I right?