I still ate the food last night however I didn't really feel want to. I can feel my heart beating emotions while I was doing so. My sis told me she's gonna spend nighttime over at my mom's home since my nephew had to be the school early in the morning like 7:10am. My mom lives relatively close to the school he attended. I love my sis, but I still felt envy when she told me that.  I don't feel good, in my actual situation I can't go out to visit my parents,I am too far away from them. As always I enjoyed the wonderful time I have been with them and I also remember the role I played at school when I was a little kid. Too bad, I can't have these days over again.