痛苦小草心 （下）

 

                                  胡  莺

  

                                 我有生命

                                 渴望

                                 阳光温暖爱抚

                                 喜欢孩童的

                                 天真烂漫

                                 向往情侣的

                                 温馨甜蜜

                                 想到自己

                                 一辈子

                                 永远不可能

                                 想自己想要的

                                 做自己想做的

                                 暗自叹息流泪。

 

                                 我时刻提醒自己

                                 小草啊小草

                                 你只能是

                                 长在路边和野外

                                 最不起眼

                                 不会说话

                                 没有思想的

                                 小草

                                 你不该向

                                 人类上苍

                                 企求什么

                                 你的出生和命

                                 不允许你

                                 想入非非

                                 你

                                 只能安于

                                 平淡奉献

                                 望着天

                                 守着地

                                 任凭

                                 风吹日晒

                                 雨打脚踩

                                 在泥土

                                 四季轮回重生

                                 你的命——

                                 宿命

                                 别人能改变

                                 你永远

                                 改变不了

                                 别人和自己！

                                 小草啊小草……

                                                           2006-8-19