Each dream home or dream home, person, always brought me pain and disgust. I have only loved ones but not at home, my family only parents, but they can not give me in my despair something. Never feel what is really distressed. You laugh, there will be people and laugh with you can be sad despair, always I am the only one crying. I want to have a home, whether material or spiritual on. I hope that dream home and family days are warm and sweet.