Time is 4:48 AM, I can't fell asleep but I don't know the reason why I woke up once half an hour. But felt very bad. I can't fell asleep rather than get up.
     Maybe give me a chance to write the Provence. When I remember the Provence ,my heart have a sense as if the world get happiness .I can remember the sunshine ,the blue sky ,the seaboard and “a curtain quiet dream” that is wonderful sense! Anywhere I remember these even though I have sad emotion I will get better. So I decide:

if someone can take me to the Provence I will marriage with him. if anyone can’t satisfied me, I won’t marriage all the time.

    Provence is my dream, Provence is my hopes, life hopes. Sunshine ,blue sky ,seaboard waiting me. Provence waiting me! One of these days!