Here I am in Beijing again, attending an event gala dinner about Chinese film and Hong Kong film collaboration.

Sounds like a big mission, isn’t it? I felt real good about this job cos I feel so important to represent Hong Kong. I mean I am not the best role model from Hong Kong, in fact I was always a pretty bad kid when I was young, I remembered my teacher turned me into a class perfect once because I was the most outstanding rebel at school. Well, that’s just how ridiculous I use to be as a student. So, I felt real positive throughout the whole day until I met some with some c***eages. I hate being treated this way, hope I was just a bit tired and depressed.

Have anyone of you ever felt being ignored impolitely or left out before? I am so sick and tired of this shit. I can’t believe I let these feelings bother me at all!! After all, they are just a bunch of big cock face.

Peace

Josie

我再次来到北京了, 出席一个有关中国及香港电影合作的庆祝晚宴.

说起来好像是一个大任务, 是吗? 我对这工作的感觉真的很好, 因为我感到代表香港是重要的, 我的意思是我并不是来自香港的最好榜样, 事实上当我年幼的时候, 我曾是一个坏孩子, 我记得有一次, 我老师把我转到一个班别, 因我是校内最反叛的, 嗯! 那真是十分荒谬, 我居然曾是一个学生, 我整天也感到真的十分正面直到我一些….. 我不喜欢这样对待, 希望只是因我有点疲劳及消沈, 你们之前曾否被不礼貌忽视或不被理会? 我对这些事真的感到十分厌倦. 我不能想信自己会被这些事扰乱自己!! 最后, 他们只是一堆?样.

Peace

Josie