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poems 2007—2008

(2010-06-10 02:50:26)
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分类: MSN搬家
 
    最近btr老师竟开始写诗,不知是否看了李沧东《诗》而兴起,想来两年前应是最紧要的时光自己却靠写些断句打发掉了。
    于此集合,日后或会再作。
 
   

    SILENT HILL (2007-12-27 19:14:42)

 
 
  这一片寂静岭
 或许只是虚拟
 并不真实
 就像
 
 
 
 烟雾弥散
 自来水龙头在流泪
 它闻到了妈妈在切洋葱
 
 我们保持缄默
 不是冷战
 因为我们没有武器
 如果给我一把枪
 或许我会做傻事
 如果给你一把枪
 你会把它指向谁
 
 继续
 我们
 走在一条俗气的马路边
 中间隔了两个深蓝色书包的距离
 努力打破沉默
 显然无效
 这比让你吻我更难
 星星起床了
 我妈妈打开了楼道的灯
 关闭了你的难堪
 
 给你一张白色的纸 一支黑色的笔
 我们开始在纸上谈话
 我写:
 SILENT ALL THESE YEARS
 你写:
 世界上最遥远的距离
 我写:
 我们不过隔了两个书包
 不是
 世界上最遥远的距离
 你写:
 .......
 
 如果有天我死了
 你会参加我的小小葬礼吗
 假如你娶了一个真正聪明的女孩
 我会参加你们的盛大婚礼吗
 没有如果和假如
 以后的事
 我们都不知道
 只有寂静是真实的
 
 地下铁
 玻璃窗
 我看到你的脸映在黑色中
 嘴唇紧闭
 你的唇比我的好看
 我的上面有童年留下的伤疤
 尽管人们近视看不清楚
 可我知道
 就像我知道我喜欢你
 可人们看不清楚
 
 朋友
 女孩
 像个小喇叭
 声音清亮地诉说着女朋友和男朋友的曲折恋情
 我只是静静看你
 你在看书
 你在聊天
 你在打篮球
 我在看书
 我在聊天
 我在唱慢歌
 我看不到你
 你在静静地看我吗
 
 唱一支歌
 告诉全世界我们之间的无言默契
 可是你不在听
 我就不唱
 你要听
 我紧张地发抖
 手在抖
 举不起昂贵麦克风
 脚在抖
 打不了响亮的拍子
 嘴在抖
 不知道歌词的下落
 真要命
 你站着
 傻笑
 
 接下来
 我也不知道
 问你一个问题
 我不知道答案
 你知道吗
 
Grave Without Tombstonepoems <wbr>2007—2008(2007-12-29 20:17:57)
 

http://s6/middle/4e0cfb6849632707b4b45&6902007—2008" />

 Chilly winter night
 no snow on the wasteland
 A childwoman in light yellow
 me
 lingers in the white moonlight
 
 Suddenly
 such suddenly
 a small graveyard
 appears
 in
 my black pupils
 Lion sees antelope
 
 Look around
 I'm sure
 They
 all of the ones in graves
 are
 as dead as doornail
 Now
 just
 be short of a singing crow
 or will be wholly boring
 
 WRONG
 completely wrong
 There is a grave without tombstone
 an unknown long story
 The poor bones you left
 sleep quietly
 They don't blame me
 maybe
 you would have
 
 Burn a bunch of monthly rose
 light the little grave yard
 Then
 I won't cry
 You know
 I don't cry in brightness
 This is a winter without snow
 But
 it's falling in my heart
 just this moment
 can you see?
 
 THE
 grave
 looks like a awl
 is
 covered with
 the carcass of weeds and nameless flowers
 AND
 a gaunt virgin in sea blue
 There is a white chrysanthemum on her head
 glossy black long hair
 like the dark sky with stars
 NOBODY
 can see her face
 can see her expression
 can see her brain
 
 Now
 keep my mouth closed
 give it a string of locked chains
 KEEP BALANCE
 DON'T BREAK IT FIRST
 an old man told me
 
 IT is so silent
 You can even
 hear her breath
 it sounds peaceful
 hear her bleed
 it runs not so soon
 hear her think
 it's killing her
 
 Shining stars laugh at my ignorance
 Flowing clouds wait for my mistake
 Sleeping trees wake up my spirit
 
 IT is a hole
 really really big
 dug by myself
 BUT
 this time
 I
 won't jump in
 
 Why am I standing here at present?
 It's her knoll
 not mine
 I'm not a peeper
 no need
 no interest
 no time
 TO
 know other's life
 
 HERE
 a grave without tombstone
 who sleeps in it
 unknown
 who lies on it
 unknown
 who stand by it
 me
 
 I
 don't belong here
 be leaving with my empty heart
 sing a happy song
 let the breeze kiss my pale face
 
 MAYBE
 AT
 another silent night
 a naked boy
 lies on my tomb
 a childman in sienna
 recites a lament besides it
 IT
 is
 a grave without tombstone
 
 GOOD NIGHT
 have a sweet sleep
 
 
 BreakFast(2008-01-11 21:52:02)
 
 

http://s5/middle/4e0cfb684963270a38fc4&6902007—2008" />

BreakFast




  BreakFast




  BreakFast




  What does it mean?



  A glass of honey water



  Two cups of coffee



  Three pieces of toast with haw jelly




  OR




  A woman swallows a humburger which seems healthy



  while waiting for the first bus to workplace



  Two young humanbeings kiss

 

  when the first sunbeam runs through the blue curtain



  Three students recite English under an old pine tree




  OR




  One mum fries eggs for her family



  Two men   ONE sends fresh milk to others



                      ONE sends newspaper to others 

  

Three sanitation workers clean the small town




   MAYBE

  

   NO




   NO




   NO

 

   It's just

   BreakFast

  

   Breakfast is the bridge between past and future



   one said



  Is it another GOLDEN RULE?



  Must I believe in that



  as one day without breakfast is not complete?

 

  I've known lots of rules on breakfast

  You'll get anaemia easilly if you don't have breakfast

  You must get enough nutrition during breakfast

  One glass of lukewarm water is needed

  AND SO ON

 

  BUT feeling sorry

  I've never follow them

  NEVER

  'CAUSE

  I just had only one breakfast

  in my whole dame life

 

  That's the first and sole time

  I asked you to prepare breakfast for me

 

  Five o'clock

  I was struggling to get up

  Six o'clock

  I washed my face with freezing water

  Seven o'clock

  I breathed the air that smelled like breakfast

  OH MY!

  I'm going to sleep in moring as usual .

  Eight o'clock

  The breakfast you sent saved me

  IT'S REALLY NICE.

  My sleepy soul was broke fast

 

  JUST only one breakfast

  Do you think it's enough?

 

  Since you've been gone

  Each and every day has no difference to me

  The day before yesterday

  I was fat and ill

  Today

  I am fatter and worse

  Tommorow

  I will be fattest and worst

  It seems that I'm a good-for-nothing

 

  You can

  say my dirty name

  beat me with your hands

  OR

  leave me alone

  as you like

  BUT

  I know

  You won't

  FOREVER

  You are in heaven now

  IF

  there is a place called heaven

 

  I'm a good-for-nothing

  on the poor planet

  I try my best to smile

  BUT smile has no use on me

  CRY should be better

 

  FUCK YOU

  FUCK YOU

  FUCK YOU

 

  WHY do you leave me ?

  while

  I'm a disabled person?

  NOW

  I can blame all the mistakes on myself

  I can admit that I killed you

  I can give up all I have

  BUT

  What can that change?

 

  I always break my promise

  It had made you numb

  This is your turn

  IT IS really a big one

  I even can't pick up a word describe it

  It runs me crazy

 

  Look at the portrait

  You're smiling

  Do you feel good?

  Do you feel warm?

  Do you feel my sorrow?

  You just smile

  doesn't answer me

 

  IF

  boy's kiss

  papa's praise

  friends' hug

  can

  break me fast

  I'll put my back into getting those

  BUT

  It's so clear that

  they won't

 

  HOW do I be like this?

  Look at the wild chrysanthemum in March

  They look like dead

  if roots are still there

  Yellow flowers will come out in November

  Your blood runs in my body

  I'm alive this moment

  so do y0u

  I breathe

  U breathe

  I run

  U run

  I sing

  U sing

  We're still together like before

  HOW HAPPY IT IS!

 

  Drink a bottle of clean water

  for breakfast

  mama

  Do you think it's enough?

 

 

BRUISE(2008-01-25 12:20:10)

冷夜

       照例摔打皮球
       几乎忘却
       大地比你更结实
       裤子代你吻她
       无与伦比的亲近
       沙砾撕咬经纬
       一道一道又
      
       不见半星半点泪珠
       汗毛孔反成
       千万个无门之闸
       泄洪
       比尼亚加拉还要磅礴
       该不该揣测
      
       以为刚强的
       不过是另一种脆弱
 
       我也不是水蜜桃
       纵有坚硬的内核
       轻轻触碰
       即皮开肉绽
       便是做一颗胡桃
       内心也仍旧柔软
       经不起齿的倾轧
       转眼成为
       利器下的亡魂
 
       那么化一缕清风
        让温度来凌迟
       没有丝毫怠慢
       吼叫
       别人听来
       是哨音
       挣扎
       别人视去
       是 轻舞
       一切的一切
       错位
 
       这样
       很好
 
 
     蔷薇岛屿  
 
暮春    雨後   
 
 那带了血丝的白色花落
 
 千万分之一的光速占领这岛屿
 
 三倍凌迟的时间    衰退    你看不见
 
 她撷了长长一枝
 
 在他掌心刻下字
 
 似笑非笑
 
 似哭非哭
 
 血汨汨流逝
 
 凝成暗黑的死结
 
 她    闭眼    吻去
 
 三十九度的泪珠儿从他眸里滚出
 
 携手
 
 纵身跃入蓝色大海
                                   09.APR.2008.
                                   23:04
 
HELIANTHUS(2008-05-11 11:27:45)
 
凛凛的夏风。
 月亮在微笑。
 天空海蓝。
 小马儿你快跑。
 泥尘也跳舞。
 鬼魅驱逐出境。
 只剩野草在长吟。
 
 HELIANTHUS
 
 做一朵太阳花
 小小的
 努力    绽放
 明亮  不耀眼
 温暖恰好
 
 衔一枝花在口中
 金色麦田  谷浪
 朝着红日
 大步迈去
 
 
 早醒的十一月。
 沉睡的五月。
 蓝色的孩子在奔跑。
 穿梭耳际的十二月的风,
           咏叹调。
 拨弄古琴,
 给浮躁画个休止符。
 六月的雨带走你的忧愁。
 啦啦啦……
 
 
 
 

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