最近btr老师竟开始写诗,不知是否看了李沧东《诗》而兴起,想来两年前应是最紧要的时光自己却靠写些断句打发掉了。
于此集合,日后或会再作。
SILENT HILL (2007-12-27
19:14:42)
这一片寂静岭
或许只是虚拟
并不真实
就像
你
和
我
烟雾弥散
自来水龙头在流泪
它闻到了妈妈在切洋葱
我们保持缄默
不是冷战
因为我们没有武器
如果给我一把枪
或许我会做傻事
如果给你一把枪
你会把它指向谁
继续
我们
走在一条俗气的马路边
中间隔了两个深蓝色书包的距离
努力打破沉默
显然无效
这比让你吻我更难
星星起床了
我妈妈打开了楼道的灯
关闭了你的难堪
给你一张白色的纸
一支黑色的笔
我们开始在纸上谈话
我写:
SILENT ALL THESE
YEARS
你写:
世界上最遥远的距离
我写:
我们不过隔了两个书包
不是
世界上最遥远的距离
你写:
.......
如果有天我死了
你会参加我的小小葬礼吗
假如你娶了一个真正聪明的女孩
我会参加你们的盛大婚礼吗
没有如果和假如
以后的事
我们都不知道
只有寂静是真实的
地下铁
玻璃窗
我看到你的脸映在黑色中
嘴唇紧闭
你的唇比我的好看
我的上面有童年留下的伤疤
尽管人们近视看不清楚
可我知道
就像我知道我喜欢你
可人们看不清楚
朋友
女孩
像个小喇叭
声音清亮地诉说着女朋友和男朋友的曲折恋情
我只是静静看你
你在看书
你在聊天
你在打篮球
我在看书
我在聊天
我在唱慢歌
我看不到你
你在静静地看我吗
唱一支歌
告诉全世界我们之间的无言默契
可是你不在听
我就不唱
你要听
我紧张地发抖
手在抖
举不起昂贵麦克风
脚在抖
打不了响亮的拍子
嘴在抖
不知道歌词的下落
真要命
你站着
傻笑
接下来
我也不知道
问你一个问题
我不知道答案
你知道吗
A Grave Without Tombstone
(2007-12-29
20:17:57)
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Chilly winter
night
no
snow on the wasteland
A
childwoman in light yellow
me
lingers in the white moonlight
Suddenly
such suddenly
a
small graveyard
appears
in
my
black pupils
Lion sees antelope
Look around
I'm sure
They
all of the ones in graves
are
as
dead as doornail
Now
just
be
short of a singing crow
or
will be wholly boring
WRONG
completely wrong
There is a grave without tombstone
an
unknown long story
The poor bones you left
sleep quietly
They don't blame me
maybe
you would have
Burn a bunch of monthly rose
light the little grave yard
Then
I
won't cry
You know
I
don't cry in brightness
This is a winter without snow
But
it's falling in my heart
just this moment
can you see?
THE
grave
looks like a awl
is
covered with
the carcass of weeds and nameless
flowers
AND
a
gaunt virgin in sea blue
There is a white chrysanthemum on her
head
glossy black long hair
like the dark sky with stars
NOBODY
can see her face
can see her expression
can see her brain
Now
keep my mouth closed
give it a string of locked chains
KEEP BALANCE
DON'T BREAK IT FIRST
an
old man told me
IT
is so silent
You can even
hear her breath
it
sounds peaceful
hear her bleed
it
runs not so soon
hear her think
it's killing her
Shining stars laugh at my ignorance
Flowing clouds wait for my mistake
Sleeping trees wake up my spirit
IT
is a hole
really really big
dug by myself
BUT
this time
I
won't jump in
Why am I standing here at present?
It's her knoll
not mine
I'm not a peeper
no
need
no
interest
no
time
TO
know other's life
HERE
a
grave without tombstone
who sleeps in it
unknown
who lies on it
unknown
who stand by it
me
I
don't belong here
be
leaving with my empty heart
sing a happy song
let the breeze kiss my pale face
MAYBE
AT
another silent night
a
naked boy
lies on my tomb
a
childman in sienna
recites a lament besides it
IT
is
a
grave without tombstone
GOOD NIGHT
have a sweet sleep
BreakFast(2008-01-11
21:52:02)
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BreakFast
BreakFast
BreakFast
What does it mean?
A glass of honey water
Two cups of coffee
Three pieces of toast with haw jelly
OR
A woman swallows a humburger which seems healthy
while waiting for the first bus to workplace
Two young humanbeings kiss
when the first sunbeam runs through the blue
curtain
Three students recite English under an old pine
tree
OR
One mum fries eggs for her family
Two men ONE sends fresh milk to others
ONE sends newspaper to others
Three sanitation workers clean the small
town
MAYBE
NO
NO
NO
It's just
BreakFast
Breakfast is the bridge between past
and future
one said
Is it another GOLDEN RULE?
Must I believe in that
as one day without breakfast is not complete?
I've known
lots of rules on breakfast
You'll get
anaemia easilly if you don't have breakfast
You must
get enough nutrition during breakfast
One
glass of lukewarm water is needed
AND SO
ON
BUT feeling
sorry
I've never
follow them
NEVER
'CAUSE
I just had
only one breakfast
in my whole
dame life
That's the
first and sole time
I asked you
to prepare breakfast for me
Five
o'clock
I was
struggling to get up
Six o'clock
I washed my
face with freezing water
Seven
o'clock
I breathed
the air that smelled like breakfast
OH
MY!
I'm
going to sleep in moring as usual .
Eight
o'clock
The
breakfast you sent saved me
IT'S REALLY
NICE.
My sleepy
soul was broke fast
JUST only
one breakfast
Do you
think it's enough?
Since
you've been gone
Each
and every day has no difference to me
The
day before yesterday
I was fat
and ill
Today
I am
fatter and worse
Tommorow
I will be
fattest and worst
It
seems that I'm a good-for-nothing
You can
say my
dirty name
beat me
with your hands
OR
leave me
alone
as you
like
BUT
I
know
You
won't
FOREVER
You are in
heaven now
IF
there is a
place called heaven
I'm a
good-for-nothing
on the poor
planet
I try my
best to smile
BUT smile
has no use on me
CRY should
be better
FUCK
YOU
FUCK
YOU
FUCK
YOU
WHY do you
leave me ?
while
I'm a
disabled person?
NOW
I can blame
all the mistakes on myself
I can admit
that I killed you
I can give
up all I have
BUT
What can
that change?
I always
break my promise
It had made
you numb
This is
your turn
IT IS
really a big one
I even
can't pick up a word describe it
It runs me
crazy
Look at the
portrait
You're
smiling
Do you feel
good?
Do you feel
warm?
Do you feel
my sorrow?
You just
smile
doesn't
answer me
IF
boy's
kiss
papa's
praise
friends'
hug
can
break me
fast
I'll put my
back into getting those
BUT
It's so
clear that
they
won't
HOW do I be
like this?
Look at the
wild chrysanthemum in March
They look
like dead
if roots
are still there
Yellow
flowers will come out in November
Your blood
runs in my body
I'm alive
this moment
so do
y0u
I
breathe
U
breathe
I
run
U
run
I
sing
U
sing
We're still
together like before
HOW HAPPY
IT IS!
Drink a
bottle of clean water
for
breakfast
mama
Do you
think it's enough?
BRUISE(2008-01-25
12:20:10)
冷夜
照例摔打皮球
几乎忘却
大地比你更结实
裤子代你吻她
无与伦比的亲近
沙砾撕咬经纬
一道一道又
但
不见半星半点泪珠
汗毛孔反成
千万个无门之闸
泄洪
比尼亚加拉还要磅礴
该不该揣测
那
以为刚强的
不过是另一种脆弱
我也不是水蜜桃
纵有坚硬的内核
轻轻触碰
即皮开肉绽
便是做一颗胡桃
内心也仍旧柔软
经不起齿的倾轧
转眼成为
利器下的亡魂
那么化一缕清风
让温度来凌迟
没有丝毫怠慢
吼叫
别人听来
是哨音
挣扎
别人视去
是 轻舞
一切的一切
错位
这样
很好
蔷薇岛屿
暮春
雨後 阴
那带了血丝的白色花落
千万分之一的光速占领这岛屿
三倍凌迟的时间
衰退 你看不见
她撷了长长一枝
在他掌心刻下字
似笑非笑
似哭非哭
血汨汨流逝
凝成暗黑的死结
她
闭眼 吻去
三十九度的泪珠儿从他眸里滚出
携手
纵身跃入蓝色大海
09.APR.2008.
23:04
HELIANTHUS(2008-05-11
11:27:45)
凛凛的夏风。
月亮在微笑。
天空海蓝。
小马儿你快跑。
泥尘也跳舞。
鬼魅驱逐出境。
只剩野草在长吟。
HELIANTHUS
做一朵太阳花
小小的
努力 绽放
明亮 不耀眼
温暖恰好
衔一枝花在口中
金色麦田 谷浪
朝着红日
大步迈去
早醒的十一月。
沉睡的五月。
蓝色的孩子在奔跑。
穿梭耳际的十二月的风,
咏叹调。
拨弄古琴,
给浮躁画个休止符。
六月的雨带走你的忧愁。
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