军车修理员李刚双眼紧闭，一动不动地趴在地上，如果不是身体伴随瞌睡轻微地起伏，我真以为他死了。

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早上8点，在海拔4000多米的雪山上，李刚对第一辆抛锚的军车进行维修。上午10点，第二辆。下午1点半，第三辆。2点，第四辆。6点，第五辆。李刚和我说：其实我有点心理变态，当没车抛锚的时候，我一直手痒；而当要修的车太多时，我又很烦躁。

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李刚的烦躁源于这天要翻的四座雪山，按照他的经验，这天的路程对军车消耗很大，出故障的概率也很高，下午6点，当他修理第五辆抛锚的军车时，这辆车的故障远远超出李刚的预期。

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维修从下午6点一直持续到晚上9点，在拍摄了三个小时后，我问李刚大概还要多久，李刚说最多一个小时，于是我们几名记者就先走一步去兵站吃饭。吃完饭，我还发短信给李刚，他说马上就完工了，让我好好休息。

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第二天，当中午我见到李刚时，他趴在停车场的地上睡着了，身下甚至没铺一块席子。当李刚醒来时，在我的再三询问下终于说了实话：其实他昨夜一直修车到凌晨4点，为了不让我们记者跟着他一起在野外受冻，他骗我说马上就修好了，让我们先回兵站。

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这是件很小的事，小到当我说给别人听时，他们甚至都不懂我要表达什么，但对于我却触动很深。我没当过兵，以前与部队最近的接触也不过是高中入学时候的军训，当来到高寒缺氧的西藏，身体上的疲倦会让我常常心情很糟，可以说，当一天里连续拍摄了十个多小时后，我心里想的只有吃顿热乎饭，澡也不洗地钻进两床厚的被窝里，但李刚这名普普通通的汽车兵却在极端劳累的情况下，为我们能得到一个良好的休息，撒了一个善意的谎言。当我们在繁华的都市中享受现代化的生活时，会很难理解这个谎言意味着什么，只有当设身处地的经历过这种事，才会明白说这么一个谎其实很不易。

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从高原回到北京，我经常在睡不着觉的时候想象，在夜晚的雪山上，只能靠点柴火取暖的汽车兵是如何握着冰冷的扳手修了10个小时的军车。