某离自白：写《将进酒》刹车不住的产物，当时如何能写这么直白～发表日期为2007年2月14日，是为之记～

Refrain:

Time after time, I sought you, I sought after anything I falls in interest in my first eye;

I appreciated you, I appreciated to anyone I tends to reveal;

I became you, I became to anything and anyone I insatiably work through regardless how much and how many took me as their fellow.

I don’t care, I don’t care you leave me or not, you abandon me or not, you cheat me or not, you despise me or not~

The awkward dalliance, the clumsy letter, the adept lie, the intentional betrayal, all of those you scorn, I definitely spurn all the same.

Your dew silhouette、your valerian smile、your blue jokes、your casual sighs、your sudden frown、your piquant blink ~~ all the signals from you: my tremendous power, my immeasurable witchery, my sustainable self-exile~~~

Oh, my friend, my dear, How could you know my disguised annoyance, my instinctive melancholy, my obscure narcissi?

How could you feel me without my enchanting eyes, my silken hair, my ringing giggle, my silver tongue?

How I wish accompany you till the virtues of sage drown dead, till the justice of hero gone by, till the integrity of law became blight~~

That’s why I treasure the century we live in, the years we are brought up, the seasons we sing for, the hour we debate on, the minute we pass with the touch of finger tips, the second we miss with subconscious shyness~~

以上好像一点不婉约不暧昧所以就不用中文说了，如果要问我对谁会这样说，呵,“you” means each of you, each of you once cared for me, once worried about me, once helped me, once advised me, once remembered me, once criticized me for my careless fault, once laughed me for my absurd action, once smiled to me for my little success, once weep for my unbearable shock~~

得了，刹不住了要，怎么感觉跟获奖人致感谢辞似的，把这些平时我都羞于启齿或者不方便说的话吐出来是想在辞旧迎新的时候让很多you都知道、都记得：曾几何时，你们的悲喜已经融入某离的悲喜，你们的点滴都会让某离挂怀，不管世界怎样改变，时光如何流逝,你万年不见潜水也好，你常来常往灌水也好，你有空有闲常联络也好，你忙乱纷扰无暇顾也好，无字的或者有声的，无心的或者有意的，都在心中留着你们的一席之地，不敢更不愿忘记你们对我的好～～