分类: 生活感悟 |
With no where to run
When you're distraught and in pain
Without anyone
When you keep crying out to be saved
But nobody comes and you feel so far away
That you just can't find your way home
You can get there alone
It's okay, what you say is
I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again on my own
And I know that I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain
And if you keep falling down
Don't you dare give in
You will arise safe and sound
So keep pressing on steadfastly
And you'll find what you need to prevail
What you say is
And when the rain blows
As shadows grow close don't be afraid
There's nothing you can't face
And should they tell you
You'll never pull through
Don't hesitate
Stand tall and say
I can make it through the rain
And I live once again
And I live one more day
And I can make it through the rain
(Ohhh yes you can)
You will make it through the rain
每次觉得无助被遗弃就会听这歌,然后记住里面每句话,好象别人说给我也是自己,当一个人无法从他人得到安慰,她所能做的只是自己安慰自己!可实际上,并没有人遗弃我,但依旧有那么强烈的感觉,大概是自己在主动被遗弃!所有习惯的割裂或许都是要一个过程的,当有一天我发现原来我只是需要自己时,这样的事实该是多么可怕呢!我可以自己养自己,自己跟自己说话,自己带自己出去玩,自己拥抱自己,自己安慰自己,生活中的一切都用左手辅助右手,然后习惯被自己保护,不觉得有任何的孤单,不需要任何人的理解,这样的人,她会活在怎样的世界里?
我们总是在一无所有时大呼愿意放弃一切,结果可以放弃的只是自己;当我们真正拥有自己的东西时又开始认识到要爱惜自己的一切,结果可以放弃的只是他人!这世界有谁真的可以为谁放弃,每个人只是在不段满足自己潜在想要完成的愿望,不管是惨烈的或是幸福的,是爱一个人还是恨一个人,是得到或毁灭,都是自己想要的,跟其他人又有什么关系,掉进自己给自己的心理暗箱,然后觉得一切心安理得,伤害被伤害都是合理的!我们都是多么自私的啊,真的抱歉,谁让我始终相信人性本恶!人类永远是出于对自我内心的满足而不断制造麻烦群体,这样的群体到底可以有多善良?如果可以,我不想把恶当成一种贬义,它只不过是自然界存在的一种状态罢了!
每个人都会经历着自己的雨季,我们哭泣,绝望,怨恨,放弃,用雨水掩盖我们的虚弱,然后久久不愿站起来,只要雨不停我们就有理由永远躲起来,躲到发霉,躲到忘记时间,躲到可以不做一切一样安心。难到真的不可以换个地方吗?还是永远拿习惯当了借口。在或者,出去淋淋雨,接受洗礼,然后勇敢前行直到雨带过去!
喜欢这样的雨季,让人清醒的透彻,而我也始终相信
I can
I can stand up once again on my own
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