Sammi LV 说:
i read a short story today, very touching, 一个女人一生的24小时. read it when you are free
wind 说:
ok
wind 说:
I will search for it right away
wind 说:
it sounds familiar though ; -) tempting
Sammi LV 说:
pity i failed to search the English Verson, but i think you own the similarity with the heroine
wind 说:
I will have to wait till I finish the paper stuff
wind 说:
will enjoy it later
Sammi LV 说:
no problem, teacher

wind 说:
morning
Sammi LV 说:
morning, seems you are less busy today
wind 说:
yup
wind 说:
not a single class today
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and don't wanna ask for trouble myself
Sammi LV 说:
read the short story terday
wind 说:
sure less busy
wind 说:
sure
wind 说:
actually I had once listened to it on the radio
wind 说:
if you meant the one of 茨威格's
wind 说:
you mentioned that I am just like that woman?
Sammi LV 说:
how do you feel

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actually I had once listened to it on the radio

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if you meant the one of 茨威格's

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you mentioned that I am just like that woman?

wind 说:
actually I had once listened to it on the radio
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if you meant the one of 茨威格's
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you mentioned that I am just like that woman?

Sammi LV 说:
how do you feel about the story
wind 说:

wind 说:
actually I had once listened to it on the radio
wind 说:
if you meant the one of 茨威格's
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you mentioned that I am just like that woman?
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and I have always warned myself not to be like her
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being sooooooooooo silly
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wasting her whole life on someone who doesn't really worthy it
Sammi LV 说:
YES, that's the one i am talking about
Sammi LV 说:
well i read a famous saying of the story first before i read it
wind 说:
what is it?
Sammi LV 说:
一个人对于自己生命中唯一的一点，对于其中唯一的一天，竞全神贯注凝望了整整一生......”

Sammi LV 说:
sometimes aren't we just being obsessed like her?
Sammi LV 说:
just it doesn't have to be an affair
wind 说:
we are
wind 说:
silly huh?
Sammi LV 说:
nope, actually, as the old lady confront herself, she is contend about the past, her life is completed. I am waiting for the 24 hours in my life too. It hasn't come yet. Impressive enough to indulge me savor for the rest of my life.
wind 说:
;-0
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can't believe you are approve of it
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I myself don't think it worthwhile though
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cos I feel that I AM kind of like that kind of person
Sammi LV 说:
sometimes I think everyone has a theme in his or her life. It doesn't need to be a haapy theme, but when it appear itself, you will know what the rest of your life for. The most tradegy would be those die without a theme
Sammi LV 说:
like the old lady, she lived the 40+ years of happy and stable life, but that doesn't make her story, and doesn't fulfil her life.
wind 说:
well, kind of
Sammi LV 说:
It's just not her theme. Things original people pursuit, don't always fit everyone
wind 说:
true for that as well
wind 说:
but “一位大太撇下自己的丈夫和两个孩子，随随便便跟人走
了，根本不知道那人是否值得她爱，这样的事您不觉得可鄙或
可厌么？
wind 说:
根本不知道那人是否值得她爱 we always do that
Sammi LV 说:
you ever thought that what the young lady's husband might confess himself after it happend?
Sammi LV 说:
i guess would be "If I had generated more romance in her life, if I had seized my time to perform the passsion in my heart, she wouldn't have left....." and that would be the theme of his life
Sammi LV 说:
might be he met another woman later, and devoted himself to her with a new him!
Sammi LV 说:
It doesn't all have to be sad....
wind 说:
well, I still think that most women are KILLED by her own illusion
Sammi LV 说:
you must be experiencing some kind of emotion tortures now
Sammi LV 说:
I could sense an unstable heart
Sammi LV 说:
let's save the discussion till we are older, and let's not forget to conclude the theme everyday to see the changes!
wind 说:
we could still "dig" it deeper though
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cos this is the DAYS of our lives
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since we are free now
Sammi LV 说:
well, you know why the lady left????
wind 说:
let's discuss deeper
wind 说:
and Chinese might make the expression more clear?
Sammi LV 说:
because she had been repress herself for the whole life to be a moral wife and mother.
wind 说:
and still, I don't think she will find her real happiness with that young guy
Sammi LV 说:
the emotion had be covered for so long and it collapse
Sammi LV 说:
the young man is certainly not where her happiness lies
Sammi LV 说:
but it's not until the young man appear did she realized that the life she was living not her happiness either!!!!!
wind 说:
well, that's because we actually ALL have unstable hearts
wind 说:
it's just that... sometimes, we have to bend to our lives
wind 说:
we sure didn't know how good butter taste since we seldom use it
Sammi LV 说:
the leaving with the young man just an expression to say no to her current life, not necessary to live happily everafter sweet life with the young man, but her soul is free then
wind 说:
yet, if butter is the theme of every meal, then it can also be disgusting?
wind 说:
what might she do afterward then?
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leave her present life? abandon her family and begin her whole new life somewhere else with someone else?
Sammi LV 说:
i think why it didn't happen to every woman in that story, because for some souls, maybe MOST of the souls, they just enjoy the routined life and treasure it as happiness.
Sammi LV 说:
and that's why they would think"leave her present life? abandon her family and begin her whole new life somewhere else with someone else?"
wind 说:
; -)
wind 说:
well, I don't think much of it
wind 说:
cos... I guess it's because I could have had sooooooooooo many such 24 hours
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or... I might say too many already?
wind 说:
the crazy camp kind of bought me enough of that
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and, I guess I did mention to you that I kind of had such a day with a total stranger right on New year's Day
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Sammi LV 说:
i think why it didn't happen to every woman in that story, because for some souls, maybe MOST of the souls, they just enjoy the routined life and treasure it as happiness.

wind 说:
this is true though
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but it shouldn't be wrong?
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cos that's because they all learn lessons from their former experience?
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cos they are searching for real happiness?
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not just crush or something much less than true love?
wind 说:
ok. your turn to strike back. ; -)
Sammi LV 说:
let's not forget there are still some extrodinary souls that might want to reach out and explore more of love, life and when the moment comes, they started to realize that might not be the thing I want, but this is certainly not want i want, should I leave it right away since we've been all told that life is short? And the key would be:"Are you the odinary ones or the extrodinary ones?
wind 说:
both
Sammi LV 说:
There is no right and wrong, there is just my type and not my type. Don't blame me if all the society all taught me doesn't suit me because that's all i know
Sammi LV 说:
but when something come up itself and make me know that's the theme of my life, should i go after it????
wind 说:
I guess we will have to accept that we are all odinary ones, yet all of us also long for being the extrodinary ones
Sammi LV 说:
so now we are talking about what should we do if odinary people have extrodinary souls? my opponent?
Sammi LV 说:
double standard!!!!!
Sammi LV 说:
let me tell you, they belongs to where their minds goes to, so we are still extrodinary, but not all of us.
Sammi LV 说:
i am just laying out the fact that one people's meat is another's poison. Don't blame me if I don't like your meat
Sammi LV 说:
and don't blame yourself when your meat is called poison by every one around you !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sammi LV 说:
because it's all an judgemental sentiment
Sammi LV 说:
depending on whom the opinion comes from
wind 说:
sorry
wind 说:
just now a break
wind 说:
and gotta deal with the students
wind 说:
let me catch up first
Sammi LV 说:
so wonderful, we have to mark it down on our blog
wind 说:
sure I will
wind 说:
we will ; -)
wind 说:
haha
wind 说:
I like the meat and poison thing
wind 说:
sure it's no good to always have meat, neither is vegetable all the time
wind 说:
it's best to be colorful
wind 说:
like eating healthily
wind 说:
and, when I say I don't think much of it, doesn't mean that it hasn't touched my soul
wind 说:
it has been there, that's why I am looking for a better way to balance it
wind 说:
it's just... we all need to realize that dreams and ideals are necessary, while real lives... are so realistic that we sometimes just have to accept it as it is
Sammi LV 说:
eating all the things and picking up the favorate is different. even if your favorate couldn't be on the dining table every day or ever. YET, it could still be your favorate, no need to vanish the feelings and once you find it on your plate, don't forget your dream and just make it yours
wind 说:
; -) wise saying
Sammi LV 说:
you are extrondinary, just no need to make yourself common, for some "universal" practice
wind 说:
; -)
wind 说:
we all think so
wind 说:
sweet of you to say that though
wind 说:
that's why I chose you to be my best friend!
wind 说:
you are right. I do have an unstable heart these days
wind 说:
struggling for committing to be common as we seem like, or trying every means to be a little bit different from common
Sammi LV 说:
it's common to have unstable hearts sometimes. but it's extrodinary that you want to calm it completely and immediately
Sammi LV 说:
while your heart refuse

Spirit Time
Sammi LV 说:
so we are climbing mountain on weekends right?
wind 说:
guess it will do good to us
wind 说:
just I will have to go on Sunday
wind 说:
work on Saturday
Sammi LV 说:
np. and we will make it slow and enjoyable
wind 说:
yeah
wind 说:
that's why I prefer not to do it with June
wind 说:
who always just aim for the top
Sammi LV 说:
it's amazed she doesn't seem like that on surface. Maybe she is one of those extrodinary souls, haha
wind 说:
come on
wind 说:
girl, actually I haven't finish my speech just now
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cos it leads to another topic
Sammi LV 说:
i know i did too good a job that you are jealous
wind 说:
what if, actually, lots of people ARE extrodinary
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it's just we didn't know
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we always believe that we are sooooo special
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just didn't realize that: so are everyone
Sammi LV 说:
then it would be a pity that they waste most of their life on hiding themselves.
wind 说:
I am kind of tutoring a girl, who lives in the same building as I do
wind 说:
well, they do hide themselves. do we hide ourselves?
wind 说:
are we always showing it off?
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I don't know about you
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but I AM plain here in my school. cos I seldom care to show it off-it's not necessary, maybe?
wind 说:
and, back to the girl I just mentioned
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she is actually a yoga trainer
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she has been doing it for five years
Sammi LV 说:
good figure right?
wind 说:
she just sucks at English
wind 说:
my point is: maybe, everyone IS extrodinary, especially in HIS field, like us, everyone of us; we just don't get the chance to get close enough and learn it
Sammi LV 说:
different and extrondinary are two things, girl, we all have our own character traits but souls are far more distinguished.
wind 说:
Sammi LV 说:
good figure right? she always dress plainly. and, we will never know
wind 说:
not until I found out the books on her bookshelf did I realize that she is an expert
wind 说:
; -) Sammi LV 说:
different and extrondinary are two things, girl, we all have our own character traits but souls are far more distinguished. I LOVE THIS one
wind 说:
you always have a way to make me feel better
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feel sooooooooooo good about myself
Sammi LV 说:
you know what i mean. xx, you know, have exceptional behavior but i believe in spiritual world, she is ordinary
wind 说:
; -)
Sammi LV 说:
what a surprise, but it's just different
wind 说:
but, who is going to appreciate our spiritual world?
Sammi LV 说:
if we start to release the real me.......
Sammi LV 说:
properly......
Sammi LV 说:
maybe.....someone will notice.
Sammi LV 说:
my bf actually loves me more after he knows the real me
wind 说:
but still, we have to guard the beautiful garden of it
Sammi LV 说:
he is so afraid that i will show it to other men
wind 说:
;- ) good for you
Sammi LV 说:
you too. girl. we have been trying to be humble to avoid pain
Sammi LV 说:
maybe we can release it when it comes to the right person
wind 说:
; -) true
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and I now really think it wonderful to win trust of others and get closer to know a surprising new soul
wind 说:
I still believe that "Truth, Kindness and Beauty" is the main theme of our world
Sammi LV 说:
and this theme will lead to another, your prince charming
wind 说:
; -0
Sammi LV 说:
i never doubt it
wind 说:
and I always love your strong faith in your own belief
Sammi LV 说:
of course i have to, that's what i live for
Sammi LV 说:
i know where it comes from now
Sammi LV 说:
i read a lot of books when i was a child in a poor family.
wind 说:
it not only get yourself luck and happiness, but also joys and courage to those close to you
wind 说:
come on, show it off again
wind 说:
don't you think that many others also do that? like me, for example? ; -)
Sammi LV 说:
the celebrity story i read about, thousands of them, thousands of the life styles made me realize which one I love. I don't even remember one concrect example, but the good wills, but mental power has plant their roof in my mind.
wind 说:
I am with you
wind 说:
we ARE from the common people, and never wanna be that plain
Sammi LV 说:
their experience taught me from right to wrong. living examples
Sammi LV 说:
never....
wind 说:
yeah, reaching out for stars while keeping our feet firmly on the ground
Sammi LV 说:
long time no dig!
wind 说:
it's time we got to find out the strong points of those around us and appreciate it though
wind 说:
wanna know how that girl "dig" me out?
wind 说:
I have been enjoying myself singing English songs while I am taking a shower
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and she LOVES it when I sang "Dona dona"
Sammi LV 说:
that's why? she is some thing
wind 说:
she began to say hi to me, telling me how much she likes the song ;- )
wind 说:
most people ARE something, like I said-we just don't know
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that's why it really kind of shocking me
wind 说:
shocks
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like the other girl who used to live next to me. she plays 古筝
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pity that she had an annoying bf
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so, I held back my thought of saying hi to her
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when she moved out, I found she kept many books as well
wind 说:
guess we might discuss it face to face in Chinese?
wind 说:
it will be more excited
Sammi LV 说:
好！
wind 说:
haha
wind 说:
and, another comment, then a shocking idea stroke me
wind 说:
if, there ARE soooooooooooo many good girls out there
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where are the good guys?
Sammi LV 说:
！！！！！！！！
wind 说:
or, is there ever any good guys for so many good girls
Sammi LV 说:
it's a shocking questioin.
Sammi LV 说:
but i smell sth here
wind 说:
and it is...?
Sammi LV 说:
you could easily conclude a good girl here, but picky to men. If you could lower your standard and there will be a lot of good guys too.
wind 说:
btw, I am going to post this one to my msn blog as well, I will change the names, sure
wind 说:
fine for you?
wind 说:
bingo!
wind 说:
good point
wind 说:
bet we ARE judgemental?
Sammi LV 说:
fine, super fine la, i would be mad at you if you change my name
wind 说:
cos men are the kind of creature who are supposed to break our hearts?
wind 说:
or... actually I have kind of found them out
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it's just... they don't feel the same way as I do
wind 说:
sure there is still prejudice
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and I guess it's best to reflect than to complain
wind 说:
spirit satisfied, stomach's turn?

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