Recently I am always uneasy, because of what I got already.

I am worry one day everything will be explore like a bubble.

I know that nobody can grasp onething forever, but I still worry, because I want grasp it for longer time untill reach my target.

That's why there are so many people can not get real happliness,even though they should be happy already.

I just want to let life be as simple as possible, but it seems so hard.

What should I do, what a creature I am?

God, please help me to decide something, I just want to do what I can do and what I should do, please help me to decide the rest, ok?