today after watching the movie<the black balloon>,i thought for a long moment.the whole story is not any far away from me.as a matter of fact,one of my friends is having the same situation,but he just cannot do as well as thomason.seeing the pure smile in gemma's face,all of a sudden i felt so bright.she is an australian girl growing up with sunshine,so her smile can affect u easily.compared to her image on runway,i prefer what she feels in the movie.

 then something cleared up,i want to be a better girl with the sunshining smile on my face,i will not say those dirty words again.i am miss sunshine.to be honest,i am not a beautiful girl,but many people think i am pretty while i smile.for a long time,i think i should be rebelled n cool.but now i feel like a silly doing that.i want to keep the pure part in my heart n being a optimistic idiot in this wild world.nowadays,i know,many girls pretend that they are so oure n innocent.i donnot want to be one of them.i only want to be myself n giving brightness to those i love.i donot need that much negative thoughts as i used to have in the past days.there r sunshine around me everyday,i would rather be a sunshine autralian coutry  girl then a cool british city girl.i want a simple easy life with laughters around me everyday .i donnot need alcohol,i don't need drugs,i don't need to go to parties.i just need to be miss sunshine.that's who i am.

simple easy cozy