----------only to u my beloved L'amant

  some years has gone,my face already fades away,someone comes and tells me "i know u,u used to be beautiful,but now to me u r more beautiful than ever"

 This is a sad story about Marguerite Duras.i strongly believe that this woman was born for the experiment of love.Her words,her books are the most precious gifts to every independant woman who dares to love.If this is an experiment of love,then she is our pioneer,and the book <L'amant>is an conclusion.ohhhh,no there is no conclusion in the world of love ,nor do we need one.All we need is experiment.

"i love man ,i only love man"Duras once said so.She definitely went against homosexual love.I can totally understand her.Finding a lover is also a way to find the other side of yourself,the opposite sexuality of you.women needs men's love,also the other way round.Just like the french young lady and the chinese manin <L'amant>.To some extent,he has something she always desires,and she get everything he wants.They are meant to be lovers.However hard you try to deny it ,your feelings will betray you afterwards.The moment the ship took off ,further&further,he sats in the familiar car staring at her , she turned smaller&smaller until disappeared over the sea.This whole love story started and ended in the same way.but some difference existed inner his&her hearts.Finally,she cried.All those days,she constantly gave love to him instead of just making love with him.In this novel,he doesn't has a name,nor does she.she can be anyone ,u, me ,my mum,or an old lady.he can also be anyone.This whole story is not only a reflection og Duras but everyone who has an unforgettanble love.He&she,we are all in the experiment of love.We search for love,experiment for love,we snile for love,cry for love,We live for love,love for love.

I do admire a woman like Marguerite,she dedicated her life to the world of love.She was born with love and died with love.Once she announced"if not being a writer,i would be a prostitute'.A writer makes love with her readers,while a prostitute makes love with strangers.Whatever,they are all in LOVE.

 Acutally,i did write a essay on the book <L'amant>with a chinese virsion.But my beloved one asked me to translate it into english so that he can read.However,while translating one language into another,the orignal spirit cannot be remained.So instead of translation,i write another one.Compared to that one,this is more romantic-oriented.

 Whatever language it is,i will always dedicated this to my lover,my L'amant.We are in the experiment of love and thanks for giving love to me through mountains and oceans.I love man,i only love man,and now my only loved man is you,Adam.

I will dig into the water

find you smell you feel you and kiss you.