am i meant to be a writer?so the God sets me so many pitfalls and frustration and hardship...they always say that it is the writer who suffers the most desperate things.then it is their fate & destiny to turn those frustration into inspiration and materials. so there comes an old saying metion that "articals won't pick those who has a good luck"actually,i don't wanna be a bad fate guy,neither do any one of us wants.but the God just choose some right&fit ones to go through these stuff and then push them into writers.no great writers are born to aiming at writing.they  r forced to take their destiny.and that's a way how a writer is born.

right now from myself i can see the shadow of being a writer in blur.it is not my choice,however ,it's my dear lord's choice,writing choose me.i'll continue my essays day after day .maybe my words are useless and nonsenses for u,but it is my destiny,i can't escape.as we all know,writing choose us to be a author,to be a leader of the inner soul.the open road does not suit me a lot .so i'm going the intangible road.!!!!!!!!!!!!and i'll share my every intangible success and failure with my words .see u all next round!!!

PS:working hardly on CET 6 right now !got full passion in french food rencently...on a journey with the book <a very long engagement>!

to be continued....