The whole life of a rat

Yesterday evening, a rat walked in our kitchen and this simply action droved my girlfriend to crazy. When I heard a noisy “Ah……” I know there would be something bad. Then I crushed into the kitchen and finally brought the rat down. But now, I’d like to call it “she” because the first impression as I saw this rat was she is a mother, yes, a mother out of home to seek more food for her babies. There was an indefinable regret and sadness around my mind when we tremblingly celebrated the victory. If really that “she” is a mother, what should her babies do? Or how could they grow up safely without their mother’s care?

The miserable yell brought to mind our life, the human. I think that when a man stepping into the door of death, he or she also could wail like this. Maybe the wail is not come from the animosity I think, but from the lingering impression of past life which was full of glee, sorrow, loneliness and dreamland, as well as the warm feeling brought by blood flowing around every corner of the body. And the death, takes all of this away and the cold is start to invade every cell. Sometimes, I wonder that is there anyone like to enjoy this feeling when his or her body is start to become stone-cold? I’m not sure about this, but I know that there is someone would regard this feeling as an enjoyment when he or she killing another people, yes, the killer. There is different sensation between them that the killer deem the victim was dead with animosity, so he or she would spend more life to avoid a rush of invisible power which is merged by animosity from the dead victim to walk off with his or her soul. And the victim, I think that as a matter of fact, have no animosity to the killer. Properly speaking, for victim, there would be not enough time to hate anything and anyone. At that time, he or she just want to see any more of this world and so many beautiful things and store them in his closing eyes.

Maybe someone would think that I am a little bit bored that it just a rat, but I must go this rubbish on because I have already spent more than two hours to think about it.

Ok, let’s look at a piece of cake, Saddam Hussein. He was danced upon nothing. Some countries leave no choice but doom him to death, why? Because animosity. But there must be some countries have no such animosity and what is the reason they vote affirmatively? For maintenance of world peace or just want to take an insincere favorable smile from some strong role they dare not to oppose? Saddam was face retribution for a life of crime and do many immoral things, every crime he did would be the evidence to hang him on the gallows tree, but is it a reality that the world would be in eternal peace after we damned his soul to hell? Is his trial impartial? Let us thinking about that if the group Saddam opposed to is an underdeveloped small country and the Iraq have a little adulation to those superpower; would Saddam be at rest and in his grave or his body returned to dust?

Like the rat, do you think that we would hate them for more if this small animal has no harm to human---the sovereign role in the whole living nature? Maybe it would be said that rat is a dirty animal no matter what it do for human being. But I think the idea is not reasonable. There is a saying in China “if you want to condemn somebody, you can always find out a charge”. In fact, it is not rat’s fault, they only want to survive in this world and for hundred and thousands years, their life habits have never had big change. What about the human being? This super species that standing on the top of the biological chain have never stopped their step to destruct this earth. We, yes, the human being broken the rule of game and the balance of breathe. The belief that we eager to become the king in the living nature make the human being could not endure any other animals rub shoulders with us, even a rat just stole some crumb of bread for surviving.

The Strong, must be created by competition. What may happen after this Strong annihilated all others who hold different views or have different life habit and there is only one powerful group in the world? Yes, the terrible competition full of blood and violence is coming. At that time, the nature federation based on same species would be broken and they began to fight among themselves only for becoming a king of this powerful group. In this way, the earth would be drenched in blood.

Everyone has selfish desire, not excepting a nation. If we support those powerful roles to act under their intention, we would be involved in the war involuntarily. By that time, in front of the war, would the life also have the same beautiful meaning as it used have at recent peaceful days?