Mazi, one of my best
friends was back to his home at Jun 16th, we got
the xi'an's train station together. I know what it means,
loneliness. I spent my whole-college time with him
to study and playing, laugthing and
crying. Maybe it is good
for his future. To him,
backing home means there will be many chance to
get good jobs and steady life. But I still don't hope him to
leave.
I know
that to the end, he also will take this step on his own stage.
Ahhh, what should I say? Yes, it will good for his life, but i
think it is not good for his dream.
He
called me "Brother", now, I was ashamed of this appellation.
Because I had never helped him at anytime and to
do anything. Instead, I always played joke on him. Although those
jokes are well-meaning, I think it still harms his proper pride
sometimes.
I want
to said to him: Sorry, mazi. Look, we are brothers, so ,don't take
that seriously, forget all about it, that is just a
kiding.
His
leaving reminds me of the day that other friends
would left Xi'an to Taizhou. In that time, I felt lonely too. The
scene of the happy-past-time was always around me. The number such
as 518, 329 is unforgettable, and the place like net-bar which
called Zhongguo long, Lushuling and Xibu too. In addition, our
notorious college snd CS, the match of pingpang,
Red Alert, War Craft and the follow-the-star show and so many happy
times are always drive me crying and laugthing.
My
girlfriend once asked me the net game
you played is really funny and can make you all
guys feel happy? I told her that the game can not, but when
we playing them together, happiness will come to
us. Sometimes, game is life.
Let us
try our best to run our own future, and no one be losed, no one be
disappointed.
"Brothers", I miss you all.