The Importance of Just Being There (译文）

James M. Kenney

冶炼中心 译

What’s the most important thing you’ve done in your life ? ” The question was put to me during a presentation（介绍） I gave to a group of lawyers.

The answer came to me in an instant. But it’s not I gave ,because the setting wasn’t right. As

a lawyer in the entertainment industry, I knew the audience wanted to hear some amusing stories about my work with well-known persons. But here’s the true answer, the one that leapt（跳跃） from the recesses（内部；深处）of memory.

The most important thing I’ve ever done occurred in October 8, 1990. It was my mother’s 65th birthday, and I was back home for a family celebration. I began the day playing tennis with a secondary-school friend I hadn’t seen for a while. Between points we talked about what had been happening in each other’s lives. He and his wife had just had a baby boy, who was keeping them up at night.

While we were playing, a car came screaming up the road toward the courts. It was my friend’s father, who shouted to my buddy（伙伴） that his baby had stopped breathing and was being rushing to the hospital. In a flash（一瞬间） my friend was in the car and gone, disappearing in a cloud of dust.

For a moment I just stood there, paralyzed（使…无力，使（人）吓得发呆的）. Then I tried to figure out（考虑） what I should do. Follow my friend to the hospital? There was nothing I could accomplish（做） there, I convinced（确信的） myself. My friend’s son was, in the care of doctors and nurses, and nothing I could do or say would affect the outcome（结果）. Be there for moral（道德上的） support? Well, maybe . But my friend and his wife both had large families, and I knew they’d be surrounded by relatives who would provide more than enough comfort and support, whatever happened. All I could do at the hospital, I decided, was get in the way. Also, I had planned a full day with my family, who were waiting for me to get home. So I decided to head back（回去） to my folks’ house（亲戚家） and check in with my friend later.

As I started my rental（租用的） car, I realized that my friend had left his truck and keys at the courts. I now faced another problem. I couldn’t leave the keys in the truck.. But if I locked the truck and took he keys, what would I do with them? I could leave them at his house, but with no paper on me to leave a note, how would he know I had done that? Reluctantly（不情愿地） I decided to swing（摇摆；摆动） by the hospital and give him the keys.

When I arrived, I was directed to a room where my friend and his wife were waiting. As I had thought, the room was filled with family members silently watching my friend comfort his wife. I slipped in and stood by the door, trying to decide what to do next. Soon a doctor appeared. He approached（走近） my friend and his wife, and in a quiet voice told them that their son had died, the victim（受害人） of sudden infant（婴儿） death syndrome（综合症）.

For what seemed an eternity（永世；来世；不朽） the two held each other and cried, unaware of the rest of us standing around in pained, stunned（使…晕倒） silence. After they had calmed themselves, the doctor suggested they might want to spend a few moments with their son.

My friend and his wife stood up and walked numbly（麻木；失去知觉） past their family. When they reached the door, my friend’s wife saw me standing in the corner. She came over and hugged me and started to cry. My friend hugged me, too, and said, “Thanks for being here.”

For the rest of that morning, I sat in the emergency room of that hospital and watched my friend and his wife hold the body of their infant（婴儿的） son, and say goodbye.

It’s the most important thing I have ever done.

The experience taught me three lessons.

First: The most important thing I’ve done happened when I was completely helpless. None of the things I had learned in university, in there years of law school or in six years of legal practice were of any use in that situation. Something terrible was happening to people I cared about, and I was powerless to change the outcome. All I could do was stand by and watch it happen. And yet it was critical that I do just that—just be there when someone needed me.

Second: The most important thing I’ve ever done almost didn’t happen because of things I had learned in classrooms and professional life. Law school taught me how to take asset（有用的东西） of facts, break them down organize them—then evaluate the information dispassionately（冷静地）. These skills are critical for lawyers. When people come to us for help, they’re often stressed out and depend on a lawyer to think logically. today I have no doubt that I should have leapt into my car without hesitation and followed my friend to the hospital.

Third: I was reminded that life can change in an instant. Intellectually we all know this—but we think the bad things, at least, will happen to someone else. So we make our plans and see the future stretching out in front of us as real as if it has already happened. But while looking to tomorrow, we may forget to notice all the today’s slipping（渐渐松弛的） by. And we may forget that a job layoff（临时解雇）, a serious illness, an encounter with a drunk driver or other events can alter that future in the blink of an eye.

Sometimes it takes a tragedy（悲剧） to regain（恢复） perspective（观点） on your own life. From that one experience I learned that the most important thing in life isn’t the money you make, the status（身份；地位） you attain（获得） or the honors you achieve. The most important thing in life is the kids’ team you coach（指导） or the poem you write—or the time when you’re just somebody’s friend.